~WelCoMe tO My dReaMLaNd~

2008-03-06T17:27:00.002+08:00

balderdash

this blog is so dead
but lucky it's not fake
i'm here because i'm bored
this good life is overboard

i think my life's too good
i can now afford all the food
i have such a wonderful life
i can even spend time to queue in the line

i didn't even work today!!!!!
this is such a boring way
i wonder if i'm sane
for yearning for some pain

i don't earn big bucks
but i still can drink starbucks
i earn more than my peers in the bank
working half as hard as them

if someone up there is watching over me
please let my money drop from the tree

BUT

i like to be on the move
hence let me have more work to do

so god
please let me be more busy
so that i won't be so free

2007-08-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

a WoNdErfUl daY

i woke up on sunday afternoon
feeling as if i have woke up at the wrong side of the bed
aching everywhere
and just feeling irritated

while having my lunch
prince amo and i was watching a show about women giving births
oh my god
it was gross and "painful"
i felt like throwing all my fried bee hoon out

nonetheless
i forced myself to finish watching the whole show
so that i could be a little more mentally prepared when my time comes
*vomit*

after which
i looked at prince amo as he played "his story"--Maple Story
while i just stoned on the bed

then
prince amo suggested that we should go out for a walk
just what i needed most!!!!!!!!!

so he invited adrain kor, jie jie and her bf
and i was so surprise when jie told me that it's late and she gotta change
(reason being because i thought that prince amo only invited kor!)

and our conversation goes like this:

me: "kor, you sure you not going with us??"
kor: "yahx. my mum cooked le. unless you all meeting at 7pm."
me: "well, we just be walking around so if you want you can join us after your dinner."
kor: "hmm... i think next time bahx."
me: "sure, no prob. aniwaes we almost meet at least once a week. =)"
jie: "ah...so late ready. it's time to change but i'm so lazy."
me: "o.O jie you going out?? where you going?"
jie: "lolx!"
me: "??"
jie: "with you!"
me: "really arhx??? wahx..i'm so happy.."
jie: "haha you very easy satisfied lehx.."
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and the rest of the conversation are just our mushy talks

so at 5.30pm
we were all ready to go

upon reaching orchard
jie called sy (her bf) to check where he is
since he still has 10 more minutes before reaching orchard
he asked us to proceed to kino(kuniya) first

so we went there in search of my highlighter
but i just couldn't find it
we even went to art friend to try my luck
but luck is usually not on my side
so you could have guessed da outcome
lolx

thus
we decided to go for dinner
and this is where prince amo got very sweet
(at least i think he's sweet)
he suggested to go to a japanese restaurant as i am craving for japanese cuisine since saturday night
so jie suggested medi-ya at liang's court

and since sy only knows how to walk there
we set off to medi-ya by walking

finally after some long walk
we reached liang's court
and we soon find ourselves thinking of whether to eat in da restaurant or just outside it
(prices are different you see)

so after pacing up and down
and looking at da menus
we finally decided to eat in the restaurant by throwing a coin and letting it decide the fate of our wallets

i was the first one to decide what i wanna eat
(actually i already decided outside the restaurant)
and when all the food were served
i was tremendously happy

reason being because i have chosen a tasty food at long last
(i have always made the wrong choice when it comes to food but this was the first time the food that i ordered tasted so nice)
and everyone except for prince amo were talking at the table

i soon realised that prince amo was still feeling sick and was coughing even more badly than saturday
but in order to please me and make me happy
he suggested this outing
awww
i really felt loved at that point
but he kept assuring me that he's okay
*sweet*

to end the meal sweetly
we ordered desserts
and they were worth the price
every cent of it

actually
the whole meal was worth the price
it wasn't as expensive as we thought too
the bill totaled to $88 for 4
considering that we ordered dessert
the bill was considered reasonable

after leaving the restaurant
we went to medi-ya's supermarket for a walk
and you could see many japanese products sold there
so i bought pocky's men while jie bought curry so that she could cook for us next time
yeahx!

aniwaes
somthing very funny happened at the supermarket
while prince amo took a curry packet to see
he found out that the curry was from glico
i'm not sure if i've misspelled it
but it's from the same brand as pocky
so while sy said "gu-li-ca"
i shouted "gli-co" at the same time

and i immediately remembered the song from the commercial and it's gu-li-ca
so prince amo looked at me and started laughing his ass off
well
i laughed like mad too basically due to embarrassment
haha
you may not find it funny
but i guess you just have to be there in order to be amused by "my humour"

so after shopping at the supermarket
jie suggested we go check up the kino at liang's court
which may have my highlighter

when we were there
guess who we saw??????

edmund chen and xiang yun's whole family
they were really a sweet family
although i like them
i guess i had to give them the privacy they deserve and not harrass them during their family time

fortunately
none of the patrons did
but you could see everyone secretly watching their every move
haa

aniwaes
still my highlighter couldn't be found
so we proceed to MacDonald's for supper
and after a hearty meal
and some small talks
we all headed home

i could ask for nothing more
*sweetx*

2007-08-11T13:08:00.000+08:00

a buSy SatUrdaY MorNiNg

on a beautiful saturday morning
everything just seems to go wrong

i woke up at 7.30am
soon to find myself asleep again
(i was tired. you see~ i slept at 5+am)
i finally woke up at 7.45 am
to find prince amo having fever and a very bad sore throat

so i asked him if he still wanna attend jap
he said up to me
so in an attempt to be an understanding gf
i said: "it's okay. you sleep bahx."

so i went back to sleep too
but i just couldn't get to sleep!
i felt uneasy

although i have checked da paper to confirm that there would be a free replacement class of 6h...equivalent to 2 lessons
i just couldn't bring myself to sleep
and da noises that came from prince amo's breathing difficulty didn't help at all

so i decided to go myself
i immediately rush out of da room to wash up
BUT
toilet was taken

when i finally got to use it
i found prince amo fully changed ready to attend class with me

to be honest
i was touched

i must admit i wasn't a very good gf

upon knowing that he's still sick
and listening to all those noises makes me irritated
so my mood wasn't very good

but to see prince amo pulled himself out of bed
to accompany a inconsiderate gf makes my heart melt

and he was truly sick
almost like dying

thus after washing up
i told him to change back to his sleeping clothes and go back to sleep
but he refused

it was kinda late but i wouldn't want him to go with him with his condition like that
so i "threatened" not to go if he doesn't stay home at rest

finally he succumbed to my hard and soft approach

seeing how much time i have wasted
i immediately rushed out of da house
"flying" to the MRT station

unfortunately
it was already 8.55am when i reached da station
but my class starts at 9am!!!!

since we couldn't be late for more than 3 times
i turned around and packed breakfast home

in an attempt to compensate da loss of lesson
i watched shomuni (shu wu er ke) in jap

still
missing lesson makes me feel uneasy
or rather
missing jap makes me feel super uneasy
=(

thank god there's replacement lesson
and we can't miss animore!

we have already missed today's lesson
and would be missing next week's too

on a lighter note
kor, koh and i have planned to take up either german or french next year
depending on their schedule

happy

oops
jie's bf reach le
having lunch soon~
till next time
jaa ne~

2007-07-24T06:36:00.000+08:00

RuBbiSh

i'm starting to feel sadder and sadder day by day

maybe prince amo is right
i'm da kind of person who lives in da past

old memories have been coming back
sometimes through dreams
sometimes it's just flashbacks of it when i'm wide awake

and then i would be filled with total sadness

why??

i wish to know too

when bad memories came back
i would feel bad
"why would things like this happen?" I asked myself
or
"why have things become like this?" I pondered
and i would be angry at myself for not forgetting them
but i can't
they have already been engraved inside my mind

when good memories flowed back
ironically...i felt worse
as i felt that i am slowly losing everything
nothing would stay

friends are all leading new lives
uni lives...or working lives
you name it

they are all packed with things
in the past
only the adults would do

even when i met up with my good friends
things are somewhat different
they would felt that they have changed
and would be unhappy about the fact that they have changed
for da better or for da worse
i don't know
but i always tell them
"in this world, change is inevitable. so as long as your friends can accept the new you, it really doesn't matter how much you have changed. and for that said, i accept you"

i mean every word i said
and this would really put a smile on their face

and i came to a conclusion:
they are forced to grow up
and they're not yet ready for it
hence
they are confused with this transition period

but at the very least
they are now living their new lives
looking at everyone
i realise that i am still on da same platform
stagnant as ever
i somehow refused to move forward
therefore
sometimes i feel lonely
fortunately
my friends are supportive of me
thank them

however
at nitex
when everyone is asleep
i'll start to think:
we were born
we live our life as a child
we live our life as a teenager
we study
then we outgrown our teenage years to become a young adult
we start to work
we get married
we have children
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and the ultmiate result????
we will die

yes
no matter how we lead our lives
the end result would still be da same

regardless or whether you have power or not
wealthy or otherwise
it's still the same

and i would start crying

call me a crybaby
maybe i am

but i really fear death

it's not death itself that i fear
it's da moment of death
just when we were gasping for our last breath

yes
imagine
we were breathing
and sometimes we forget we are breathing
it is so taken for granted that we would not think of it as a big deal

but when we're going to die
our breathing would get slower
and slower
....
and finally we would gasp for that last breath
but we couldn't get it
and so we die
as simple as that

life is just so fragile

i am talking rubbish
absolute rubbish
but somehow
i just had to get it off my chest
but i don't feel like talking to someone about it
so i blog it
so that friends would know without me telling them through my own mouth

rubbish again

i guess i'm just a kid
sad but true

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to twinee:
jia you~
everything would be fine

2007-07-14T03:13:00.000+08:00

upDatEs

what have i been up to these days???
burning question on some people's mind

well
studying...and being more hardworking than ever

catch no ball??

okay... the fact is that i felt that i have totally wasted my school life
i have not been studying
and in my 3 years of poly
pon-ing classes and going out with frens
and having fun seems more important to me... at that point of time
(well... even if i am going to relive my life again...i guess i would still bent on having as much fun as possible *bleahx*)

yes
i know my grades aren't that lousy
but that's not the point
(i achieved that through studying smart and spotting exam questions
i'm kinda good at that)

but the thing is after graduation
i realised that my knowledge is way too little in order to survive in da real world

my ambition to become a financial planner hasn't changed or wavered (hope i spell correctly) at all

but age is a major concern and obstacle at this present stage of my life
shucks!

cannot advice at all
kept getting sick
lightening my mum's burden

i'm not working
i'm not going uni
in my parents' eyes
i'm wasting my life

but hell no
they are super duper wrong
i AM studying

realising how little my knowledge is
i went to da library and borrow books on finance and business
upgrading myself as much as possible

many of my frens were shocked
haha
i can't blame them
i'm more hardworking than when i'm studying in school

kekex
frens who knows me knows that i love studying
just that i hate attending classes
so going to school is a chore... at least to me

so these days
i'm reading
learning
studying
and tutoring prince amo for AFP

and i'm definitely going on to AWP and ultimately CFP
i want to complete them before i turn 21

i hope to get da SIM scholarship too
so that i can study with prince amo next year

my life seems boring
but it's actually quite interesting

to be honest
sometimes i do envy my frens commanding good salary now
but on da other hand
looking at how tired they are
i think they rather be in my shoes

shitex
haha
it's late
and i dunno if my entry makes sense

da bottom line is:
i'm basically spending my time reading more books and resting (i'm super sick) for maybe a year???

meanwhile
let's just hope that i can obtain more knowledge and be a wiser person
=)

2007-06-12T17:42:00.000+08:00

Read my Synopsis

so many things have happened
and all are fun
but with my lappie spoilt
i can't upload the pictures
so i shall wait till my lappie's repaired before i talk bout the 120durian outing and the meet up with twinee and diana

anyway
if you haven't watch 100% Senorita (qian jin bai fen bai) before
you can read the synopsis from the link below

http://ch.shvoong.com/books/play/1617699-100% Senorita Synopsis

haha
it's in English
=)

2007-06-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

haPpY... NOT!

life is so unpredictable
this is definitely not da best weekend i've spent

on saturday morning
at bout 3.30am
da phone rang

and i told prince amo that when da phone rings in da middle of da nite
there'll only be 2 possibilities:
1) a ghost called and is trying to play a prank on us
2) it's bad news

and my foul mouth is always ritex
one of prince amo's relative has called to say that his aunt has passed away

so his mum and dad quickly got dressed and went out
and da next day we were all at da wake

not a very nice experience

i could tell that prince amo's super duper sad
he kept saying "humans are lidat... they all leave without warning"

at that point of time
i really didn't know how to comfort him except giving him a big hug

at da wake
it was actually da first time his sis and i had such a long talk

we talked bout marriage, children, work, future and families
it's nice talking to her
i actually felt close to her
:)

but guess i've to get myself together
'cos i'm meeting a client with Eric tml

a real opportunity to see how financial advisers actually work
=)

hope nothing bad crops up

2007-05-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

GaNbattE!

this post is dedicated to diana and myself
jia you jia you jia you!!!!

only she and i would know what we've been through

we can't be defeated so easily

there's so much to say
but i'm clueless as to where to start

but one thing i'm sure

i'm going to close up and hide in my own little world again
it doesn't pay to open up to people
and when i feel like i'm ready to do that
things happen to make me hide back again
just like a tortise hiding its head back into its shell

explanation is futile
i din even try
so many things had happened
and one of them is truly devastating
a good friend of mine passed away recently
who in da world had time to think bout other things???

i din even want to tell them
all i did was just swallow every single thing said to me
no no
it took me 2 and a half years to open up to melly
it's only been a few months
so there's a mountain of things that others might not know

think my actions are kinda weird today
but it's nothing
i'm just living in my own world
a world full of nice people
colourful flowers
sun to give out warmth
and a world filled with joy and laughter

on a lighter note
i'll be meeting twinee for lunch soon and beloved diana for dinner
she's having a hard time too
haix

2007-05-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

DraW a hOuSe

i discovered a very cute personality test when i read linching's bloggie
it's bout drawing your dream home

although linching said it ain't true
i decided to give it a try...out of boredom
(prince amo is having orderly today)

and i had to re-draw it when i accidentally pressed back
and in da end
even though it says there "optional"
i still went on to colour my dream home

and after answering a 10 questions

this is what i get:

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

lolx

funny ritex

ohyahx
and i found out somthing recently
if you have some fats at your cheeks
it means that you'll lead a good life
and even if you lose weight
your cheeks would still be "fatty"
wahaha
i belong to this category lehx
lolx

but i guess i'll have to curb my craving for food
i've been eating like a pig for da last 2 weeks
and mostly at night
i'm not hungry
i just wanna eat

but surprisingly
i've lost 1kg

haha
i started out with 47kg in poly year 1
increased weight to 48kg
and now
my weight is 42kg
and da fact that i didn't exercise and continues to eat like a pig
made da figures amazing but true

so lucky

lolx

2007-05-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

i'M still siCk~

hi guys
it's been quite some time since i disappear
lolx

well
after staying up and sleeping only at 7am
1 week in a row
i'm announced... SICK

it all started with a small sore throat
then came da fever
(da fever actually come and go)
and it ended nicely with a cough

haha

no income for a week again
quite sad

but luckily for me
prince amo had a very bad sprain on his ankle last fri
and so he got a week mc "too"

enough of my boring life

let me tell ya something i decided
i wanna learn japanese...properly

cos i realised learning it on my own has its restrictions
ya
my jap did improve tremendously
but i wanna learn it from a proper master

so after i get my pay
i'm gonna sign up with bunka

hehe
i told prince amo this:

"i'm gonna retire at da age of 40 and then be a translator at chuang yi comics"

hopefully lahx
that's my ideal dream
kekex

ohyahx
it's lenny's birthday yesterday
hApPy biRthdaY cheekopek
wahaha
and it's my monthly-versary today
happy

i'm troubled with money issues
money is really not enough
damn
but i wanna work shorter hours
so i'll earn much much much lesser
darn
whatever
health is more important i guess
=)

oh.. and once again
congrats to melly on passing m5
think she'll be gonig for her m9 soon
ganbatte~!
=p

2007-05-12T01:57:00.000+08:00

uPDatEs UpDateS

yoohoo~
melly's right
i should really update
it's been a long time since i blogged

well
i've been rotting at home for da past week looking after my sick baby brother
but da feeling's great
not that it's great that my baby bro's sick
but rather
be able to spend quality time with my family makes me feel great
and happy

sacrifice must be made of course
and this means that i've not been working for a week
damn
should i say i'm just lazy

i made a promise to myself to work diligently da whole of this may
but da fact is
i failed myself
=(

haix
but i think i should change my working schedule
instead of working till 9pm of 10pm
maybe i should just work till 6pm

arh~!!!
but bridging course is starting in june
i should persevere at least till bridging course starts
haix haix
money is a huge problem now for me
i'm only left with $20 odd in my account
and with travelling around
i would have to top up my ez link again
awwwwwwwwwww
i miss da days where we can buy concession
travelling is really a burden for me

i'm going to work for da whole of next week
hopefully my body can take it
diana has fallen sick due to work
(or so i believe..heex)
i dun wanna end up like her
told her should take more rest le
=)

hmmm
i actually miss my colleagues
jeslyn melly lenny joanne and so many more
bleahx

oh
i know it's kinda random
but i love my family
my prince
and my friends
kekex
=p

Note to Self:
i must overcome my laziness
otherwise
i won't succeed in anything!

2007-05-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

aNotHeR haPpY daY

ooPs
i skipped work today
not on purpose of course
i wanted to go but i have to collect da registered mail as today is da last day before it gets sent back to da sender
da prob is: i didn't receive da notification paper
fortunately
prince amo's sis got registered mail too
so da 3 of us went down to upper thomson (da nearest post office) to collect her mail
and da lady was nice to help me find my mail
so happy
heex

but da clothes wasn't what i thought it would be
da colours differ from da pictures
for eg da princess dress which was supposed to be pure white turned out to be a little dirty white
and that's not all
da material wasn't comfortable at all
so was all da sewing done on da beads
but who can i blame except for myself??

aniwaes
i was late for work and if i did go
i would reach there quite late
so i decided to message alvan to tell him that i won't be going today
hehex
luckily he's not angry
=)

so after having pratas
we took bus to harbour front to meet prince amo's sis's bf
kekex
after dinner we went to arcade
it is da quietest arcade i have been too just like what prince amo's sis described
haa
so da four of us had some fun
walked around and went home

it was simple
but precisely because it was so simple that i felt good
and sweet
nothing beats spending time with your loved ones
:)

and i'm going tao tml~!~!~!~!~!~~!
i'm so excited
i've been wanting to go there since da last time i've been there
lolx
and tml's attendance is:
prince amo
princessyingx (moi)
adrain
ben
eng chuan
and
guowei

it would defintely be a fantastic meal
food will be good and da company would be marvellous
heex

shootz
i'm hungry...yes...again
haha
gonna wake prince amo up to cook instant noodles
(i didn't force him in case you guys misunderstood..haha..he just asked me to wake him up now so that we can have supper today)

it's gonna be a sweeeeeeeeeet supper
*bleahx*
=p

2007-04-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

i'M fEeliNg doWn dOwN doWn...

just like what da title says
i don't feel good

my stomach's hurting like hell
and that because i commited a sin -- gluttony
lolx

but what's worse is i feel sandwiched
i dun wanna bring trouble to others or put others in a difficult spot
but i guess sometimes da consequences are complimentary to da choices i made

i would not show bias-ness i swear
i would work my ass off equally i swear
all i want is to work towards my goal as a financial planner and hopefully i would gain enough experience and skills before i reach 21 years old
i would not put anyone in a difficult spot
i would make sure there's no conflict of interest
and i swear that i would take a break if i can't take it
in order to be fair to all 4 bosses

so i'm working tue to sat in da morning
and mon to fri in da nitex
my bosses are all worried that i would be exhausted and burnt out
but i find it ok lehx

haha
i'm talking big lahx
i haven't really worked for one full day yet
but i would start from next wed
let's see how things go bahx

trust me
i wanna earn as much as possible before i start my bridging course
cos i need to support myself before school officially starts
=)

and i'm excited to see how many appointments my "day bosses" can close
i've not earned any commissions yet
so if they are able to close someone
it would really be a big boost of my morale
cool ritex
heex
(" ,)

but come to think of it
i'm starting to be really afraid of someone
he seems deep
too intimidating
he's a nice guy
just that i feel really "swallowed" when i'm near him
guess only melly knows what i'm talking bout
:)

aniwaes
i'm really happy for diana for finding a rather good job (in terms of da pay)
she's really commanding a rather high income
=p
but i hope people relationships would improve for her
i dun wan her to feel outcasted or unwelcomed
that is da worst thing you can feel when you're in a new environment ritex?
thank god i get along well with my colleagues (rather well lahx.. i've not worked for long also)

ohyahx
and pardon me for saying this
some university are really a pain in da ass
kept calling and calling and calling and calling
even called my house
hello~
FYI.. i've already turned it down
so for goodness sake
stop bombing my phone with 4-5 calls a day for almost a week
scary
and irritating
=(

2007-04-21T14:53:00.000+08:00

JuSt aNotHeR daY

hiyee peeps
i'm back
actually i'm back for almost a week le
just that i'm quite lazy to update
haa

well
genting wasn't that fun when you can't go into da casino
on da contrary
i find it damn boring
dunno why
food there are damn expensive
and not exactly fantastic

worse still
we were both sick
prince amo and me
and after my gathering with jh, hy, dennis and mal
i went home finding prince amo having a very high fever
so i spent da nitex putting cloths on his head, neck, legs, arms whichever place that's hot
if you get what i mean

and so
i din sleep a wink before i set off for genting
so i was da one getting sick da next day
we have indigestion there and he has fever again while i have sore throat
such i bad trip huh
lolx
fortunately, prince amo's there to make da whole trip a bit more fun

and well since it's his birhtday treat
we shall say happy birthday to him huh

haha so now i'm back
but i haven't returned to work at all cos my bosses are all not in town
and i ain't feeling very well too

oh
and just to let you guys know
i've received da acceptance letter from NTU and i've also gotten da scholarship
so i'm put into a dilemma again

but after much thinking
i've decided to stick with my origial plan to go to SIM
i hope i made da right choice
but i won't look back
*determined*

my bestie has also decided to turn down NTU and go to UNSW
cos she wants da double degree there
so cool ritex
kekex

and i was so shocked yesterday when diana told me bout her new plans
she decided to stop studying for a year to work in Credit Suisse
some backroom operations creating products i think
at least this is sth related to banking
=)
and her parents are supportive of her
so i'm happy for her too
and she has signed da contract last week
so even if she change her mind again
she would have to work for them at least a year
yahx
i'm shocked
'cos she told no one bout this
i think hy still doesn't know too
but she has applied for SIM so she said she would be just wasting da application fee
i wish her luck no matter what she does

as for huiying
she hasn't applied for SIM yet
and i think she's still thinking whether or not to apply
but i think she should 'cos she hasn't found any job yet
hmmm
let's just say
hope to see her in SIM~

junhong is doing good
working in DHL in da logistics dept i think
and he looks totally like a businessman now
just like what i've always called him
lolx

and mal is still slacking at home
so lazy
but just like me lahx
i got work=i no work
lolx

dennis is also rotting at home
hmmm
dun blame them
it really feels good to rot at home
haha

so melly dear is damn busy with her bridging course, work, friends, bf, AWP and all that
i bet she's tired
and she advised me not to take da AWP first as it would crash with my bridging course
she's absolutely right so i guess i would heed her advice
=p

where's twinee
and what is he doing now??
actually i'm not sure
we haven't contact for like ages
(fyi: when i'm at home, i don't usually care bout my phone so it's kinda hard to contact me when i'm not outside *bleahx*)
but i guess he would still be working hard now

ohyahx
i've got a piece of good news....
i've passed my AFP
bravo ritex??

haha

oh.. and i really have to start working hard from next week onwards when my good boss comes back
*oOpS*

2007-04-12T16:40:00.000+08:00

uSelEsS foOl

i'm such a useless piece of shit
i screwed up da present

i shouldn't have waited till da last day to print everything
now da colours doesn't come out

i really don't understand
i used black background
and da colours looked beautiful
so naturally
i spent tons of money buying black paper
but da colour just doesn't come out

why is this so??
can anyone tell me

it's useless
i'll be out in an hour or so
i'll need to wake up at 4.30am later

how da hell am i gonna make this work??
i thought of transferring it into ppt
but den it loses da "bang".. doesn't it??

it's supposed to be a book
for goodness sake
what shall i do now??
i really have no fucking idea

i'm desparate here
it's been a long time since i've gave him a decent present
so why must this happen to me

you can't expect me to write 52 pages of things out
excluding all da little extras there ritex??

i'm seriously running out of time
think i gotta spend some money to buy a present for him

yea
plan B!!!!!!
buy a present
although it's not as precious as da book
but i'll try to make da book work and give it to him da other time round

okay
i shall leave home earlier
brave da rain and storm outside
to search a good and decent present for him

all that said
i'm still a useless fool
useless piece of shit
i never do anything ritex

Mood: depressed, desperate, feeling useless and lost

2007-04-11T17:18:00.000+08:00

GathEriNg

tml we will be going to settler's cafe

i have never been there
i guess no one has been there
this is Mr Goh Jun Hong's great idea
so he'll better make sure it's good

wahaha

so tml's attendees would be
Mr Goh Jun Hong (half da-organiser)
Miss Chin Jie Ying (moi - da other half organiser)
Mr Malcolm Soh
Miss Lim Hui Ying
and last but not least
Mr Dennis Oh

we would be having dinner
and playing boardgames (this is what jh wants)

but guys
i'll be leaving very early on friday morning
so i can't stay too late huh
and i haven't finish up my birthday present
haha

but all da same
i miss ya guys
=)
let's have fun tml
hehex

2007-04-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

i'M blEsSeD

i think i can slightly understand da difference between "blessed" and "lucky"
and i can understand a little why twinee says i'm a "ti gong zai"

guess i'm really blessed
i was so shocked to find out that
it was not prince amo who prepare my breakfast every morning
but rather
his mum

cos this morning
when i woke up and went to pee
i saw prince amo's mum preparing da breakfast
packing my bread
and she even told me
"jieying, this bread is for you"

my~
i could feel my tears filling in my eyes
i was truly touched

just because i love ice-cream
his mum would always stock up da freezer with tons of ice-cream

just because i love to watch tv
and da room's tv is spoilt (no colours)
his sis upgraded da starhub plan in order to get a new tv for me

just because i wanted a digital camera
his mum bought Sony T10 for us
with a camera printer

and just because...just because...

i wasn't even part of da family

or should i say i'm now part of da family?

-blessed-

and come to think of it
i was under constant care of people around me

i'm really blessed
i truly am
and when i think of this
it doesn't really matter the small unhappiness i've faced
because they're just nothing

=)

2007-04-07T04:35:00.000+08:00

Shagged

it's 4.37am now
i'm tired
very very tired
my eyes are closing

and i just finished editing first part of da birthday present
it's actually done on wed
but i only had the time to edit it and polish it up today
as prince amo had to go for orderly on good friday
which means he won't be around

but as usual
i started late
woke up at bout 2pm
and after having lunch
i wanted to go to POPULAR to buy some materials

so i asked if my mum wanna go with me
but she has to deliver yakult first
but in order not to disappoint me
she said da whole family would go white sands for dinner

yeahx
haha
so during evening
everyone (except my younger brother - ah di) went for dinner together

and by da time i reached home
it's bout 9 pm
so i started with my work again

editing isn't an easy job
as i've experienced in da whole of my poly life
but it's worse editing a birthday present
because
my expectations for myself are way way higher

i wanted it to be
special
beautiful
and as perfect as possible
so it took me bout 7h to edit 3 days of work

of course
i deviate a little
ate supper and chat with my younger brother

he's telling me his life in army
haha
and his best reward from da army life is....
a better body
he lose 7kg of weight lehx
he's so proud of it
lolx

so now
i'm replying my friendster mails
(i haven't touched them in ages)
and bathe again
(it's damn hot)
study a little jap
(self-study i mean)
and finally
have a good morning's sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

it's 4.44am now
guess i'll only be sleeping in 7am in da morning
this can't go on
da most for another 1 week
(eh.. alright.. i have been like this since sec 3)

dotx
i'm crapping
time to go
jaae~

2007-04-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

What a daY

scary
i had a really bad dream yesterday nitex

diana said that whenever you dreamt that someone's dead
your life would be shorten
this news is especially shocking to me since i'm afraid of death
and in my dream
3 person died so i have shorten my life for how many years??
my god

and this dream resulted in me oversleeping
i woke up at 3.30pm lehx
so late
yet i got so many stuffs left to do

cos i decided to redo da birthday present
so i have to start from scratch
and i haven't got the ingredients all ready yet
time is really running out for me
gosh

nonetheless
i started by printing, cutting and sorting the pictures
it took me more than 2h to do so
and although i've printed, cut and sorted the pictures from the camera
i'm still left with a few pictures on my phone
and since i started late
i had not much time left for printing pictures from my phone

so carefully
i started tidying up the room
keeping the printers
putting the used catridge and shreds of paper insde a drawer
(i can't possibly throw them in a bin or else he'll find out!)
so quickly and carefully
i finished tidying up
phew
i'm racing against da clock as he would be back anytime soon

alas
mission clear!!!
lucky
and so when he came back
we ate our dinner together

ooh... what a day

ps:
twinee~!!
surprised that you actually had time to read my blog
haha
you miss me
i know
lolx
well just wanna tell you to stop having those weird thinking oki??
let's meet up when i come back from genting
ohyahx
and dun think i can forgive you for not tagging horx
haha
take care~
tata
(" ,)

2007-04-04T16:47:00.000+08:00

sHoUtOutS

the birthday present in the making is moving as slow as a snail
i tried my best
but it really takes up alot of time doing it
guess it'll need a bit of money in putting it altogether too
haha
i hope it's not too ex

jia you jia you!

oh.. and linching
you must jia you also worx
don't find yourself dumb or stupid
cos i know you're not
you double science lehx
i only combined science
haha
see
you're clever
just be sure of your own path in future
so you'll feel happy to learn
and not dread studying
heex

next thur i'll be meeting junhong
after 630pm lehx
so late
and he even wants to stay very very very late
haha
he miss me
wahaha
he say de
lalala
but i'm going genting next friday very early in da morning
so i guess either i take a cab home or i'll just leave earlier

junhong you should bring your gf along lorx
no need paisehx de
haha
hy's still haven't confirmed her attendance yet
and i haven't asked dennis yet
so we'll confirm again oki?
but the both of us will definitely meet de
don't worry

so twinee
what you doing now??
still as busy huh
i guess you dun have time to read my bloggie bahx
haa
you might not even know i've started blogging again
kekex
but if you read this entry
tag me horx
and msg me immediately upon knowing you enlistment date okie?
deal
ok

shall continue watching one piece on youtube
and at the same time continuing the greatest birthday gift ever
heex

later guys~

2007-04-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

JuSt mY luCk

okay
name me a suay-er person you have met in your life

i was preparing prince amo's birthday present using da help of my lappie
when he suddenly came back
so out of anxiousness
i let my lappie hibernate by closing da screen

he never ever open my lappie to see what i'm doing
and i repeat never!
but on this fateful day
to my horror
he actually lifted da screen

oh mama
how unlucky can i be
i haven't exited da program yet!

although i shrieked immediately
i bet he saw what i'm doing

boring
da surprise element must have dropped to da lowest
so disappointed

it's all his fault for spoiling da surprise
no
it's just my luck
=(

2007-04-03T16:00:00.000+08:00

BoOoOooOoOoOriNg

melly started her bridging course yesterday
well
according to her
it wasn't fun cos it was boring
haa
and difficult too

but she's so lucky to see familiar places there
jiamin, carolyn and angel
damn
i'll be starting mine in june
and i doubt there'll be any familiar faces
but that's okay
i've grown up
so i'm much more independent now
haa

but da good thing is
if both pass this bridging course
we would both be in da same year and most prob in da same lecture
as we are taking da same course

i should have applied earlier so that i can squeeze into da april's class
this way
i would only miss 3 lessons of AWP
but now
i totally clashes with each other

and da bad news is
da next class only opens in january 2008!
i have to wait for another year!
that sucks
i want to get da CFP asap
dun ask me why
i just want too
bleahx

kinda relax
i'm given a one week's leave to rest at home (although it's upon my request kekex)
due to a stupidly freaky accident

well
what can you expect from an accident prone freak like me?
lolx
and there's internal injury
not funny
there's a constant pain
and it really hurts
haix

i hope i won't die so young
i haven't prepare da birthday present for prince amo yet
trust me
it would be da best birthday present he ever received
haha
expect nothing less from me

oh
and i would be meeting jh before i leave for genting
probably royce too
and most likely my twinee, ak
he's been busy earning money
hope he takes care of his health
and diana we promised to go tao
and maybe melody as we promised to play ball together
did i miss anyone out??
oh
cenying jie after her exams
brandon kor when he get his first pay (he's gonna treat me to a steak feast woot!)
joanne maybe haha
and who did i miss out
oh.. and huiying da jie too.. we needa do some catch-up
and yes
melly
cos we won't be seeing each other that often after she starts her bridging course
hmmm
let me think
malcolm too
and raymond.. a manager in la mian xiao long bao (he wants to treat me and prince amo.. lolx)
i think that's all for now

kekex
well
life's ain't that boring afterall
hahaha

2007-04-02T14:44:00.000+08:00

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...Other things you do are downright strangeYou've got a little of your freak going onBut you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How'>Normal Are You?

2007-04-02T14:14:00.000+08:00

gEntiNg gEtaWaY

yea
i'm leaving on da 13th of april
to genting highlands!!!!!!!!!!!

haha
it's a birthday gift from me to prince amo
i paid for da trip okie??

but i think it isn't enough
i wanna make him a birthday present too

oooh
i can't wait
it's been a long time since i've been there
and i believe many things would have changed by now
haa
good
at least we wouuld be seeing different things
and i wanna go into that casino and try my luck off da jackpot machine
cool

da mere thought of it makes me excited
this year would be da most memorable birthday celebration with him
i hope he likes it
=p

2007-04-02T13:43:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's diLeMmA.... aGaiN

okie
i know i'm damn irritating and idiotic
but i can't help feeling unsure

gosh
NUS called last week when i was still in bed and our conversation goes like this:

NUS: "hi, is this Chin Jie Ying?"
ME (still in my sleeping mode): "ya....."
NUS: "oh hi, we'll liked to let you know that you haven't submitted your documents and can you please submit them to us by this friday?"
ME (still in my sleeping mode): "ok...."
NUS: "ohyahx.. and can you also make payment by this friday?"
ME: (still in my sleeping mode): "orhx..."

ya.. and if you're wondering
i applied for NUS
but i din submit da documents nor make payment
da reason is very simple
they require too many documents and i'm really lazy to find them
so yupx
in da end i still didn't submit da docs nor pay da application

i just dun feel like going to NUS
and i'm just puzzled
why did they call me only but not prince amo
we did da same things

so now left with NTU and SIM
yea.. i know i would get a place in both schools
but which one should i choose?

NTU is considered cheaper and my parents should be able to afford it
but da banking and finance is not specialised
and when i get da degree it would only be under a business degree
ohyahx.. but i applied for accountancy
haha

SIM is more specialised
and there's only lectures no projects which i absolutely love da system
poly's projects are enough
they're a nightmare
but SIM is more expensive and my parents can't use CPF
although i can get da scholarship
but my dad says there may be somebody who walk from back doors
which means to say i may not get it
but with my grades
if i can't get scholarship in SIM
it's really unbelievable

but if i take SIM, da bridging course starts in june
den it would clash with my AWP (Associate Wealth Planner)
but if i take NTU, da curriculum would be damn heavy and i'm afraid i may not have da time to work
but i wanna work!
i wanna be a financial planner
and even if i go to NTU, i won't stay in da hall
which means i would have to wake up damn early everyday and travel around singapore
but NTU provides direct honours
which is good as i can save 1 year in getting honours
and alvan says accountancy is good as they study taxation which can help me in my career in da future

seriously
i dun really know why am i going uni
when all schools dun provide a course call financial planning
other den da professional certs that i'm getting
degree really doesn't help me
i've ready got a job
there's ready a company who would hire me
omg
this is seriously getting nowhere

and han peng told me he rather i go get da CHFC
ya.. i want to
but wait till i complete my CFP

oh
and if i'm in NTU
does it mean that i have to go through freshmen orientation and join CCAs
where in da world would i find da time for those things??
SIM is better in this aspect
but da bridging course is really a headache
they need 75% attendance also
gosh
why do i need to fulfill attendance rate once again??
or maybe i should just go for UOL self study
really think it would be better
but i dun really have da discipline to study
arghx

god help me
give me some indication as to where i should go
please??

ps: i know this post is rather bitchy
but just bear with me a little will you??
=p

2007-03-29T07:35:00.000+08:00

NigHtMaRe

haha
guess what?
i haven't sleep yet
yesh
you didn't see wrongly
i haven't sleep yet!!!!

and just in case you're wondering what i'm doing
i'm actually replying mails from friendster
and i still reply selectively
but it took me da whole nitex
pengx

if you think i'm crazy
i absolutely agree with you
but if i dun start replying
my friendster email would be bursting
flooded with mails

OoO
my eyes hurts
-sobx-

2007-03-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

I M POSSIBLE

my life has been eventful and happening
and although i wanted to share my life with you
i'm bit lazy to do so
but i told myself that i'll share with you what happened today
=p

today's da event day for da company i'm working part-time at
truly honoured to be invited and would really like to thank Eric for getting 2 tickets for me and melly to attend

overall
i've enjoyed almost every single moment of da event
except for da fact that my stomach is damn pain because my auntie that visits me monthly chose to visit me today
haa

i had fun
simply because you could feel da energy in everyone
da passion in all of them

and da MC's really funny and cute
heex

i'm just glad that i get da chance to attend this event

impossible
is spelt as I M POSSIBLE
this is what i learnt today
agree

but da one person that touched me most is Dr William Tan
he's truly an inspiring person

contracted polio virus at da age of 2
and he found himself disabled and has to be wheelchaired-bound for da rest of his life
but his family couldn't afford a wheelchair at that time
no clutches
no stretches
he could only spent his childhood days crawling on da floor

however
even in times of difficulties
even when they have countless reasons to complain
they chose to smile
his family believed that da only way to Dr William's success is education
and so they sent him to a kindergarden school

but it wasn't easy for him
da other kids noticed that he's different from them
he couldn't walk
he couldn't run
he needs someone else to carry him in and he would sit on da chair for da rest of da day
so they started bullying him
some more daring ones even went up to pull his ear and hair and then run away
just because he couldn't chase after them
doesn't mean he would not retaliate
he was furious
and so he decided to "fight back"
he became very alert
whenever he sense a hand coming
he would bite them off
eventually
he became a kindergarden drop-out

his family didn't gave up
they continued to enrol him into Selegie Primary School despite of Dr William's bad record
(well Dr William, i have much more bad record than you =p)
and this time
he promised himself he would bite anyone anymore
because he knew this is his only chance

so he decided to proof to others he could do it through academic means
and sure enough he topped his primary school

but being disabled
it means there will be no PE lessons for him
and his teacher told him
"William, you have a very heavy responsibility that is to look after all da bags"
and if you think all disabled couldn't do sport
YOU'RE WRONG

one day
he saw a man on da newspaper that runs compete in his wheelchair
(something lidat i couldn't remember properly)
he immediately took a cab and rushed down to find that man
Dr William borrowed dat man's wheelchair and started to "run" (in it)
and that man saw da raw talent in him

that is how he started his marathon career
now known as da marathon man
and his most recent accomplishment
"raced 10 marathons in 7 continents within 70 days"
truly remarkable!

he may have met with countless obstacles
he may have felt like giving up
but he didn't
he persevered
because he has da right mindset
and he believed I M POSSIBLE

during his speech
i teared several times
i was so touched that i can't contain my tears and i had to use my blotter to wipe it away
(cos i dun have tissue and i dare not ask for one)

and after his speech
da whole hall was touched
(i think.. or almost da whole hall)
and everyone stood up and clapped
for a really long time

i'm not a good story-teller
thus you might not understand da reason why we were touched
well
i only wrote some important things and things that i could remember
if you guys wanna know more
you can purchase his book
if i'm not wrong
da title is "no journey too tough"
i'm going to buy one and i'll share his story again with you

=D

2007-03-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

i hate aCciDeNtS

my gosh
i feel so busted right now
i actually deleted caiying's testi for me

sobx sobx
miss her sia
how can i do something so stupid
how can i be so careless????
argh

hate me
-bleahx-

2007-02-28T16:51:00.000+08:00

it's bEeN a loNg tiMe

it's been a long time since i blog
haha
i'm just lazy

well
just to update u guys on my life

i'm great
having a nice time everyday
i love being a tai tai
wahaha

leaving SP is just a relieve for me
for me to start on a brand new chapter of my life
i'm actually kinda excited but scared at da same time

questions on going to uni is still bugging me from my relatives
i thought i have successfully avoided it when i decided not to turn up at my uncle's house
(we would be going there every year on da 1st day)
but goddammit
calls have been haunting me day in day out
and they insisted that i meet them up on this sunday
at my xiao yi yi's house
"oki.. sure i'll go"
i know this time i can't avoid da burning questions in their mind anymore
haix

and i'm such a blur queen
i've sent my resume to da only company i want to join
and i actually put my contact number as my mum's
guess i'm missing her
haha

so it took Siti quite some time to be able to contact me
woot
i was quite shocked to receive her call
to be very honest
lolx
and before hanging up
she said "is this confirm your contact number?"
and i replied "yupx"
haha..that's when she started saying "do you know how i got your number?"
"eh.. my resume?" i hesitated
"No~... from your mother!" she "shrieked"
haha
i was so paisehx
but my prince say it's oki... it's over

oh
i didn't mentioned that i'm going for an interview soon?
haha..see~
i'm blur
bleahx

i guess 2007 would be a good year for me and da ppl around me

firstly
i have never won a single cent from black jack from da adults
(my mother's colleagues in da past.. they come my house every year)
but i actually won a solid 70 bucks this year
and i didn't even have to fork out any capital
my father provided me with 10 bucks
amazing

secondly
i'm meeting jy next mon
in case u thought i'm taking to myself
no no
jy's my best friend
her name's jueying
haha
similar to mine
that's y i like her
lolx
and she pEi-ing me to da interview

thirdly
prince amo's sis has secured herself a new job in NUS lab
happy for her
she went to sign da contract today
i guess she'll be starting work tml

haha
da others are just between me and my prince
guess i'll keep that to myself
kekex
so as not to bore u guys

aniwaes
my jap is improving as i started picking up da books and learn them
i self taught myself jap
kinda proud of myself

wish me luck for my interview
i really hope to get this job
otherwise
i'll go uni
just like everyone
just like what everyone wants me to

=p
happy chinese new year to ya all too!!!!

2007-02-12T14:25:00.000+08:00

diScOuRagEd PriNcEsS

why isn't anyone supporting my decision?
(except for my prince)
it's not a reckless decision
i've thought it through and through for many months

all i need is some support
that's all i'm asking for
is that so difficult?

uni's great
but i just wanna walk my path

no matter how much discouragement i've got
i would not change my mind

it's set

it's final

i'll show you all my decision is right

=)

2006-12-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

gaMiNg PriNcEsS

i dislike friendster
i know da topic is different from what i suggest from my title
but please let me whine for a little while

THEY (friendster) complained that da file size of my photos are too big
so i can't really upload da photos on frienster
dumb

anyway
i've bought some really cute t-shirts in thailand as well as in Singapore
ps: i bought more in Singapore

i think i'll wear them to school when school reopens
i've even thought of da perfect shirt to wear on thursday
haha
i think it will suit me perfectly
i hope there wouldn't be any hiccups in da last semester or rather 3 weeks
otherwise
all my efforts to be a good and "obedient" gal to go to school would all be wasted

ohyahx
and i'm recently into neopets again
i realise i can't leave my 4 million + hanging there
i should at least collect interest for my neopoints
since i've not been an active neopia-er since like 2 years ago?
all da free gifts that i got are good
i think that's to induce me to play again

well
they succeed i guess
i've been playing it from bout 11pm yesterday (friday) to 4pm today (saturday)
whoops
that's more than 12 hours
haha
i'm seriously dying
fortunately i managed to catch a nap till 10 pm before waking up and have my dinner

i'm going to resume my game
i need to earn lotsa money in order to buy my collection
hehex
can't wait
=P

2006-12-29T17:21:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS raNdoM talkS

i really takes my hat off regular bloggers
seriously
uploading photos is a chore
so ma fan
and annoying

i actually wanted to share with you guys my experience in thailand
but da stupid photos kept giving me problems
irritating

so i've saved what i've wrote earlier (bout da thailand trip)
and intend to add on when i have absolutely nothing to do
hehe

but da photos would not be a waste
think i'll print them out
i have a better idea for it
but it all gotta wait
for da right time
=X

ohyahx
and i've finished watching simple life 4 - till death do us part
it's quite funny and dumb
but mind you
da gals (paris hilton and nicole richie) are not as stupid or dumb as it seems
they are clever
that's why they can survive in da entertainment biz

there's a chinese saying "ban zhu chi lao hu" (扮豬吃老虎)
i think it perfectly describes them

today's my youngest brother's birthday
i love and dote on him alot
haha
so we're going for a celebration later
i even sent him an sms to wish him happy birthday to our house phone
so that da operator or whoever would read my message out to him
and he called me back immediately after hearing my blessings
wonder what will we eat later
not swensens again please
prince amo is already saying that we're very uncreative
and i agree
hope we could go for something cheaper yet nicer
=p

aniwaes
holidays is passing like a flash of lightning
so fast
and last week is to be dedicated to BD
damn sianx
i don't feel like i've had enough rest
i hope school don't start so soon

on da other hand
i hope it starts sooner
so that i can graduate soon and have my holidays again
*bleahx*

ohyahx
just to let ya know
things in Singapore are actually cheaper than in Thailand
and an interesting tip for you
Giodarno is like a branded brand there
their jeans costs near 100 sing
so scary
i wouldn't even buy a 30+ sing jeans in Singapore
that's so expensive in my opinion
i think only some of da accessories are worth buying
'cos most of them are still quite expensive and not worth it
like a bracelet i bought
it cost me S$4.50
it's considered expensive
hmmm
maybe i went to da wrong places

i wanna go watch entertainment 100% le
tata
cya
=)

2006-12-22T00:33:00.000+08:00

RetUrN of da PriNcEsS

i'm back!

finally
and i'm so tired

took a few pictures there and will upload them as soon as i get them into my lappie
of course
i'll blog bout my adventure there too
together with da photos

and when i say adventure
i mean it
it's a totally new learning experience
da prince and i should save up for da next trip soon
and learn more things

things that they would not teach you in school
and you'll never learn from da textbooks
once again
i've grown
to be a more mature gal

more
doesn't mean totally
just in case you find me da same

haha

ohyahx
and to hy:
"don't be sad... you can always retake da test.. and pray that your next examiner aren't eating too much salt"
haa
she'll understand

=P

it's nice to be back home

oh
and to my parents: (i know they wouldn't know bout this blog thingy.. but i'll like to express my unhappiness)
"please stop forcing me.. if pursuing a degree is for my OWN GOOD and my future... why do you guys keep pushing me and wanting me to go... despite my objection? that's not right.. i should decide my own future... why is it that not going to uni is a waste? isn't going to uni an equal waste of time and youth? studying is not hard or xin ku like what you guys have said... it's only da part where we have to go to school... so don't feel wasted that i'm not going... and i haven't even decide yet... stop pushing me... haix"

maybe i should just apply for a place in uni and work during da holidays
and see which kind of life i prefer
but by doing so
i would deprive of those who really wish to go in but could barely make it
by not applying
maybe that person would be fortunate to get in
but if i apply
he/she would lose his/her chance
then i would be guilty

i know i sound mean
but if you think of it carefully
it's da truth
it's fact
and you can't change that

~princess still in a dilemma~
=(

2006-12-16T14:23:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's ExCitEmEnt

i'm in da airport now~!~!~!~!~!
so excited
i can't help but smile to myself so many times
even prince amo say i'm crazy

well i am!
crazily happy and excited

this is da first time both of us take a plane together
it would be a memorable trip
definitely

i still have some time to spare
so i'm here to tell you all how happy i am
just to boast for a while

haha

and da last project is finally over!
i bet no one would be as happy as me
=)

hope to see you guys soon
i would bring gifts back
(if my money allows me to)
haha

i have to go now
ber bye~
=P

2006-12-16T11:41:00.000+08:00

PrinCeSs dileMmA

Just when i've decided not to enter university...
I've received this letter from NTU...
Felt so tempted to accept their invitation...
But i declined in da end...

And i finally gather enough courage to break this news to my mum...
But she's strongly against it...
She got so high expectations of me...
I'm sandwiched...
Confused...
In a dilemma...
HaiX...
What will my future be like?

anyway
enough of my whining
here's some good news....... to me
i'm flying off in 3h time!
how cool is that
haha

fortunately i have a doting bf who insist on going on a holiday this year
cos i went to China at least.. but he hadn't had a break
so airfare and accomodation is all on him

all i have to do is just bring some shopping money
this is my first time backpacking
everything is budget till cannot budget le

haha
and i'm meeting melly tml
eh?
yes
tml!
in thailand

she's going to bring us to da very famous sunday market
her father's going too
but he's gonna be on his own

thailand
here i come!

to all whom i care: "i'll TRY and bring something back for all of you oki? provided i still have some money left"

wahaha

and back to da objective of my post
i'm still in a dilemma
they are pushing me too hard
that i can't breathe

Mood: Elated/Despair

p.s: i'm an extremist!

2006-12-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's nEw hP

yeah~!~!~!~
i finally gotten my new hp!

Sony Ericsson W850i (Precious Black)
kekex
super happy

oh..
i'm not rich btw
it's cheap
heex

99 bucks
cheap ritex?

it's a Singtel promotion
it started on 2nd of Dec and ended on 8th of Dec
but it was completely sold out (completely out of market) on 4th of Dec
when i knew bout da promotion

felt so disappointed
and we even went to da Singtel shop to ask
and they didn't tell us that we could actually reserve it

lucky we managed to realise this
by chance
haa
and so now i have a new phone at a low price
but i have to sign a plan lahx
so my number would change

you could ask me personally
if you're someone i know
you don't even have to ask
cos i would msg you
haha

i'm happy

plus i'm flying off this saturday!

project is more or less done
so that's good

ohyahx
i received a very very very very very shocking news today
but i won't look at her differently

respect
is da least i could do

=p

2006-11-29T19:18:00.000+08:00

GuiltY PriNcEsS

remember i told you guys that my health is deteriorating
haix
and da bad thing bout this is
it makes my temper real bad
i'm speaking more bluntly than ever
cos i'm constantly in pain
so it' s very hard for me to put up a smiley face
as a result
my friends have to suffer
very very sorry
but i'm controlling as much as i can

oh and to ak
very sorry if what i told you is incorrect
'cos we didn't thought bout that yet
as i told you my sections are opposite
so initially there's no need for me to consider the relationship between orion and paramount
if i read le then i confirm with you again oki?
and thanks for telling me what you know

but i still want my meal
haha

let us all jia you for our projects
and i promise myself
this time
we won't be doing it last minute anymore
kekex

(" ,)

2006-11-28T13:18:00.000+08:00

SiCk PrIncEsS II

gosh
my temperature is very high
39.2
but nobody home
no one to bring me to see doc
i don't have da enery to move

luckily i have my lappie by my side
so i can rely on it for some entertainment

like watching Jacky Go Go Go on YouTube
but i bet i'll fall asleep soon

maybe because i'm felt so irritated yesterday
that i kept give out heat

and of course
as usual
angry = da need for lotsa food
so without disappointing myself
i ate alot again
and all of them are heaty

for instance
i ate a set of korean BBQ hot plate and rice and kimchi
immediately after that
i went to Shihlin (da taiwan stall)
to buy da XXL chicken sth (da ji pai)
and when i reach home
which took me only at most 10 minutes
i ate fried rice

alot for a dinner ritex?
shit
i'm falling asleep

i shall stop here and blog again

cya~

2006-11-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's fRuStRatiOn II

oh yahx
and they shout

not my friends

but the one sitting right in front of me

i can't understand

just play all you like

you dun have to shout ritex?

please spare a thought for others
for goodness sake

he's crazy
kept shouting

idiot x 10000000000000000000000000

sucks

control yourself please

you are disturbing others

and that others happens to be me!!!!!!!

arghx

i shall never step into this place again

2006-11-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's fRuStRatiOn

firstly
i wanna congratulate Ben for turning 21 soon
it's nice celebrating his birthday for him
simple but nice

BUT
guess where am i now?
a LAN shop in Bugis Junction

i'm damn irritated
i'm cheated here
yes
they do have internet and microsoft word
or rather open office

but it's fucking noisy
i think my ear drums are bursting
i feel so disgusted

with those people wasting their youth and time year
they could do better than that
if you wanna waste time

find something quieter

and when i'm criticising that group of people
prince amo happens to be one of them
so i'm very very very irritated with him now

i can't even stand da noise for 1 minute
i'm not sure if i can for 1 h

idiots

fancy wasting your life out here

2006-11-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's ImPeRfECtiOnS

nobody is perfect

how true is that

even when life gets a little rocky
my guardian angel would always shield me and protect me from da evils
so i always considered myself quite blessed

but there's something guardian angel can't do
he/she can't protect me against something called -- illness

i always get sick during critical times
when i should be full of energy and face da upcoming challenges
brave da storms and sail through them
my health has to play a joke on me

how funny is that

da pain is intolerable
i think i'm breaking apart
it's tearing me pieces by pieces, throwing them on da floor
and letting others step on it

but i could only stand at one side
seeing all these happen
OMG

i have to pull myself together
i'm da pole
if da pole's fallen apart
da building would too

it's ok if you dun understand a single thing i'm saying

in a nutshell
my health is deteriorating
.

2006-11-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's HaPpY DaY

my legs are aching
from all da travelling from school to orchard for two days straight

rushed to orchard yesterday wanting to buy da limited edition bag for Prince Amo
and i wanted to so much to get it immediately
but you know.. good things have to wait

so i ended up collecting it today

i like da white one better
but he likes da black
so i decided to get it

it's not that cheap
it cost me $80.. ok lahx.. $79.90
but still
i've scrimp and save my money in order to surprise him

oh.. and do you know that it has a number attached to it?
haha
1 to 100
nobody can have da same number (same colour) as you!
addition wow point in buying da bag

so da salesgal asked me what number i want
i told her 7
and she told me it cost $99 instead
'cos numbers 1 to 9 are popular

so she asked me whether i still want it
and without deciding in my head yet
i've said "yes"
haha
you can see da look on hy's face
she's damn shocked

but in da end
da shop has no stock and da earliest i can get it is by tml (which is today)
so i changed a number hoping to buy it immediately
and i changed to 17
1 is me.. 7 is him
no stock too

so i have to contain my excitement and save it for today
and i order 17 and went to collect it today

i shall not talk bout da process and i'll go straight to da outcome

haa
i went to Yio Chu Kang to meet him
to give him da surprise

and you know what!?!??!
i end up crying myself
then he asked me why i cry
and i told him cos i feel very touched

wahaha
very stupid of me
'cos whenever he gave me a surprise i would feel so touched and cry
plus i feel everything is so drama

so da moment i see him
i just cry lorx (i'm very emo btw)

haha
and i'm happy he likes it

life is not about how happy YOUare
it's about how people around you are happy because of YOU

i've attained a higher level of enlightenment
=p

ohyahx
and to ak
we look relaxed because we're not stressed

relax la~

kekex

2006-11-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

PrIncEsS CoNgRatUlatEs AK

congratulations ak!~!~!~!
and don't think too much
you deserve it fair and square oki?
not because of me

received da news da i'm shortlisted for da PSC scholarship
very surprising
i know others also feel damn surprise
but don't worry
i feel as surprise as you
haha

not because i don't believe that i have da qualities to be shortlisted
i just never expected they allow it
with a black mark against me (for discipline)
i was told i could never be in da roll of honour or receive da diploma of merit rEgArDleSs of how well i've done

accepted da fact long ago
so this news came as a total surprise

but i've decided not to take up
like what ak said "don't like da feeling of being tied"
same here
6 year bond is pretty long

got back da first paper today -- Banking Law II
hmm..
lose alot of marks due to my careless mistakes again

bo bian
i'm actually a blur queen
a careless one
haha

getting back math tomorrow
so scared
i'm afraid that i failed
guess it would be hy's and diana's turn to comfort me tml

=)

let natural take its course

2006-11-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

PrinCeSs MiSsEs QuEeN

my mum left for Japan on friday
miss her lotsa

went to see her off on friday nitex
took some pictures with her and for her
haa
will upload them later
('cos i haven't install da software for da cybershot T10)

man
a household definitely needs a woman
shi shan zhi you ma ma hao
without her
something seems to be missing
everything seems to go wrong

haix

but i hope she enjoy herself
she deserve it
it's a reward for being da top saleswoman in da Pasir Ris district
sponsered by Yakult
everything is paid for worx
they even gave her $400 to $500 Sing dollars to spend
haha
ohyahx
not to mention a blazer, shirt, trousers
just to make her warm
and also a hand luggage for her
so good~
and i bought her a lip balm
(haha.. although she requested for it but i made an effort to go and buy it)
=)

anyway
i'm feeling quite lousy
school starts tml but i haven't enjoyed enough
and i'm quite sure i didn't do well for da CAs too
so i'm feeling a little down

ever since i started doing math again
i feel different from before
something is lacking

after so much days of thinking
i finally realised that
when i'm facing math
i feel that i've become small
i'm just nothing

math is so evil
it's something that i always avoided

so out of boredom and down-ness
i went to re-read my comics
"xiao he shang" (little monk)

then suddenly i became enlightened (a little far-fetched but da meaning is there.. haa)
i realised that
out of da battle between math and i
i lost something in da process -- my confidence

no matter how defeated i felt in da past
no matter how ugly i feel i am
no matter how things turn out badly
i'm always confident of myself
i always felt that i could turn all da bad things into something good
and it always happen
i never lose in anything
i always got what i wanted in da end (only a matter of time)

but when facing math
it's a different story
haix

but it no longer will be this case
i will overcome my fear
and find back my confidence
i will
and i can

ganbade~

=p

P.S: i know all these sounds like i'm writing a novel or comics.. bear with me.. i just finished 26 episodes of little monk.. kekex

2006-11-16T17:02:00.000+08:00

dEpReSsEd PriNcEsS

"exams" are finally over
and i'm very very sad

had math paper on wednesday and let me tell you
"i have never felt so depressed after a paper"
that's exacly what i told melly

it sucks you know
i only left with 6 marks to fail
which is very bad

i'm bad at math
i know that
my laziness made it worse
i knew that too
but da fact that da teacher gave me a wrong solution for a question that is confirm coming out made it even worse

i followed his way
all of them said is wrong
i asked diana before
she didn't tell me
so in da end i'm screwed
damn screwed

and whenever i'm depressed
i need to eat
loads and loads of food

fortunately
prince amo is by my side
comforting me
allowing me to splurge on food (even when we were supposed to save)
that's very nice of him

anyway
i realised that whenever i'm depressed
i would go to Ajisen
not because da food's fantastic
it's just because it's easy to eat

and after that
we went to a cafe and order drinks
ice blended mocha
italian cool
and for dinner
i order teriyaki chicken
it was nice
but expensive

so in da end
we end up spending $40+ on food
most were spent by me though

but i told prince amo
$40+ is still considered cheap
i had spent $100+ on food when i'm feeling depressed
haa

then today we had ITFD paper
not difficult
seriously
but i made a very critical serious stupid CARELESS mistake
it could actually cost a lot
expensive
i think i'm da one in da whole cohort to make such a careless mistake
ouch

it's oki
i believe da failure today is for da success tml
jia you~!

^ o^

2006-11-14T15:04:00.000+08:00

TiReD PriNcEsS

this is only da 2nd day of da MST and i'm feeling tired and drained

yesterday was banking law
made many many many careless mistakes
and i can't wait to bang my own head on da wall
serve myself right for not studying during da e-learning week

i only started studying at 9am on yesterday's morning
till 10am
just a mere 1h and i'm hoping that da paper would not be too difficult

dumb
how can that be?
without enought preparation
i'm not even confident
hence resulting da many careless mistakes
my fault

so i decided to put in more effort for treasury
after banking law
i went to da library's cafe to study for treasury
and i made some progress
i studied for 1h plus
maybe near 2h before going home for dinner
and i only studied money market

and to my surprise
i found out that i had missed a whole chapter of cash market
so in da end
i studied neither da history of cash market

thank god it didn't came out much today

phew

today's paper is tricky i think
looks simple but it actually requires you to do some thinking

scored 18/20 for MCQ when i should have scored full marks
all because of my uncertainty
i went to change my right answer to da wrong one
so suay

essay wise
i don't know how to accumulate reserves
da 2 ways that i wrote are da same
haha
desparate

heard some ppl wrote da spot date as 25th some as 28th
weird thing is i was asked bout my ans
but dat person had a different ans from mine
and being a nice person
i try to be concern and ask "why"
but dat person just walked away
weird

anyway
i shall work hard for da math paper tml
let me take a nap first and i'll practice later
haa
wish me luck

oh
and hy and i have made up our minds to be devils during da last 3 weeks of school
watch us
haa

tata
=p

2006-11-08T16:32:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's ReTuRn ~!~!

hi guys.. long time no see..
lolx.. that's because it's been a long lOnG LONG time since i last blog
haa

so i'm back!
for my loyal readers.. wahaha..
think you guys must have gone crazy to see it stagnant for so so so long

anyway.. i'm now in school with diana.. waiting for dear hy
(" ,)

btw.. let me update you on my life

firstly:
i went on da China trip during the holidays
it was super fun and relaxing
but think it's too late to tell you all bout it now huh??
NO.. you're wrong.. it's never too late..
but it's too long.. so i shall do it in my next entry..

secondly:
school has started
it was well erm.. ok...
just kept looking at BD i think..
school was ok.. normal.. so nth much to talk bout
other than it is constantly filled with my clique's laughter
=p

thirdly:
BD is FINALLY done~!~!~!~!~1
hip hip hooray!
hip hip hooray!
hip HiP HooRAY~!~!!~
it was tough..
and i like wad ak said :"you guys always start when others are done"
so funny ritex?
but it's absolutely true..
i had spent 25 hours straight on doing up da financial statements and notes to accounts
superwoman?
no.. wonderwoman..
i started from 3pm on Saturday afternoon and finished at 4pm on Sunday afternoon..
but i didn't go straight to sleep..
i had to prepare to go out and celebrate my mother's birthday..
and i had to watch apprentice.. it's a "must not miss" show..
so i got to bed at around 11 sth pm..
so i finished balancing my financial statements 1 week before da dateline..

just when i thought that i could finally finish a project without being last minute
i had to be sick..
and so sick..
my ear had infection..
i can't hear anything on my left ear..
voice can't go out from my left ear..
and i kept thinking i'm talking super loudly.. but actually to others.. i'm whispering..
and what's worse?
i can't talk!
because da infection has spread to my left cheek and neck
and what's even worse?
i can't EAT~!~!~!~
because it's so pain that i can't even chew..
so i could only eat porridge..

and because of my sickness
BD hasn't progress at all
that's so not good

but just when you feel hope is lost
heaven always has it's way to brighten da road in front of you
BD's dateline is extended!
how amazing is that
haa

but too bad
my infection got worse
blood with i don't know whether it's liquid or da medicine.. kept flowing out of my infected ear on Saturday and burning my ear..
it's painful
and i can't concentrate..
so BD is not done again!.. on Saturday.. when da dateline is Monday

anyway..
i started BD on Sunday bearing da pain in my ear..
started at 3pm again.. and sat there looking, polishing, changing da financial statements and analyse them
kept doing it till 3am
when i finally decided that i should bathe and freshen up myself as i'm too late..
so when i leave my lappie... only trend analysis... half of cashflow analysis... payback period are done... (it's only half of da report)

but when i finished bathing at around 3.30am..
i still couldn't concentrate as i'm really too tired..
so i decided to sleep till 6am..
but as i was lying on my bed..
try as i might..
i couldn't fall asleep
maybe i'm too tired?? i don't know
so i just laid there

but when i'm about to fall asleep
i feel da stinging pain my ear again
which means sth is flowing out once again
and i wiped it on my sleeve
disgusting ritex?
there's more
i soon realised that da walls of my ears are sticky and painful
and i decided to on my lights
da sight before me is horrible..
this time is not blood with liquid
but blood with blood!
real blood!
solid blood!
all over my ear, finger and sleeve
i nearly fainted at da sight of it..
i swear

so i went to wash up again
and by da time i really fall asleep
it's about 7am

but poor princess has to wake up at 8am to continue BD
and i did
i sat there from 8 sth to 4pm finishing up da report
and it was done
i quickly bathe and rushed to school hoping to hand in da report by 5pm..

when i reached school.. it was bout 4.45pm
i thought i could make it..
but still
i was late
you know why??

not because sth was wrong
not because i had to edit da report again
not because da report's not done
it's because....
printing took up almost 3hours to be done!
goddamit

at 7sth.. da lib's computer suddenly logoff by itself
luckily.. every printing was done at da last minute
so hy and i decided to go to clementi to sort them out and paste da financial statements together
and after having our dinner at macdonald's.. we went to bind our report
a nice thick report
i love it

after binding
we went back to slot da report under ms lai's room
finally
everything is done
and i can proudly announce that i've done at least:
95% of da report
98% of da financial statements
100% of da appendix and attachments
cool!

i love that!

hope Ms Lai would be kind enough not to deduct too many marks
(" ,)

so now.. today is Wednesday and i've not started studying
or even done da e-learning thingy
bad gal
i shall try and start tml
oOpS.. i can't.. prince amo had specially took a day off to accompany me..
weee.. tml's not free
haha.. but i shall get it done by hook or by crook
just like wad ak said
"i always start when others are done"
dat's me..
and i embrace it
i like it and i'm proud of it..

=p

2006-08-09T12:22:00.000+08:00

PrinCeSs'S MuMmY's biRthDaY

what is da best thing about living in Singapore?

Ans:
there's no natural disaster (that's a very important point.. i'm afraid of death)

what is da worse thing about living in Singapore?

Ans:
a lot. expenses very high. expectations very high. but income not that high. singaporean very kiasu, kiasi and kia zen hu (government)

but all in all
i'm proud to be a Singaporean
da positive point overrule da negative pointS
so haPpY biRthDaY SinGaPoRe
love ya
*mUaCkX*
(" ,)

2006-08-09T11:27:00.000+08:00

DaYs of PriNcEsS's LivEs

shit
i'm getting lazier and lazier
even if my lappie is right in front of me
i just don't feel like updating
sorry guys
ah kai must be very sianx
'cos no people update for him to read le
aniwaes
below will be a summary of days of my life

Monday

we had CSB test in da morning
although i'm not very late
well
"on time is late" ritex?
da moment da jie and i opened da door
almost da whole class had reached except for diana of course
oh.. and lai kwan
but arnold wee waited for everybody to arrive before starting da test
such a good teacher
haa

hmm
i thought da test was going to end like before 9 a.m. or on da dot
but initially
da CD had problem
it can't play well
then time was spent on 'cher going to get a new CD
finally
it can play
but it was too soft
hence time was also spent in adjusting da volume

aniwaes
da instruction said that we could see da videa as many times as we want
but "god" (arnold wee) insists on only 3 times

and i really can't catch what they say
is it "powerpoint track", "may contract" or "mayflower contract"
haix
who cares
but i dreamt it to be powerpoint track
scary

well CSB is not important
no matter how well i think i wrote
i always get C for english language module
so it's okay
but da whole thingy end exactly at 11 a.m.

what's more important is da later part of da day
after much waiting (for one another)
we decided to go k box!!!.......again
ah kai was like saying
"har? go again? we just went on friday lehx. it's only 2 days and you wanna go again"
haix. of course!
that time those who went were you, me and diana
but today
it's you, me and hy
that's different mahx
and he refused to go when he said we didn't invite him in da first place
*bleahx*
we did
anyway
it's implied
haa
but in da end he still went with us
and diana met her BD group and 7 of us went to k box
but 2 rooms for 2 different groups

next time we must really consider very carefully if we wanna go JE de k box
you noe
da charges are expensive and they don't have delifrance
they "forced" us to eat da Japanese food
and da worse thingy
they didn't give me spoon
i spent almost an hour eating my lunch lehx
i must admit i'm not good at using chopsticks
but den horx
how you expect someone to eat dessert with chopsticks huh!?!??!?!
and it's fish somemore
what's worse
it's with bone
ah kai, hy and i were struggling with da food
but kind hy requested for a spoon for us
thanks!
=)

this itme round
no photos were taken
because firstly
i am busy eating, struggling with my food
secondly
we were busy singing
and thirdly
we were filming a horror movie

okay
it all started with ah kai
he started to feel itchy all over
(my god.. i feel disgusting when i recall da incident)
but of course he didn't say anything

but not so long after
i began to feel something climbing on my hand
and hy kept saying there's nothing
but i still felt it
no matter how hard i try to ignore da feeling
i just can't succeed
i can't even concentrate on singing

THEN
i hear a sssssssssssssssss noise
and i told hy i heard it
but she kept assuring me that it's from da MV
holy cow
it's not
it's from da air con
da hole up there
and then ah kai felt something so he *piah* and killed it
and he told me there's really somthing
so i immediately turn on da light
and
ma ma mia
it's so disgusting
you could see so many "bugs?" flying around da light
it's really very very very very very scary
i don't really know how to describe it
but it sucks

uhmph
brrrrrr
revolting

Tuesday

nothing much today
i went to meet diana to pass her back her notes and also took some remaining notes to copy
supposed to meet da real estate teacher to let her see my tutorial in order for her to key in da marks
but it's too late
so i decided to go on thursday

then went to meet dar dar
and this time we went to cafe cartel
my favourite hang out place

and before i even met him
there was this guy who came to da shan (i don't really know how to say in english)
but i just kept walking
and his friend was like so rude to put his hands right in front of me and kept swinging up and down like a dunnno what
and said
"that guy says he know you lehx"
whilte saying, he pointed to da guy who wanted to talk to me
and i replied
"but i don't know him"
and walked off

such an old pick up line
just when i thought this to myself
da friend shouted behind me
"hey.. you look like fann wong"
uhmph
i didn't bother about him and continued to walk forward
but i was thinking to myself
wtf
i don't even like fann wong
(sorry to those whom are crazy bout her)
by saying that i look like her not only humilates me but humilates her
crazy bast*rd

see
this is my favourite spot
table 16 is also acceptable

this is dear looking at da menu
he seldom comes here
so i gave him da heavy responsibility of ordering food

this is dear again
playing his new game Bleach 3
it's nice
i play it too
i'm quite good at it also
haa

and after that
we went swimming
after wasting 1 hour in da 1m pool
i changed to da deep pool (ya.. i finally plucked up da courage)
'cos da 1m pool is damn dirty
whilte you're swimming you could see leaves and some black black thingy and alot of other thingy swimming with you
da water isn't even clean

when i reached da deep pool
i felt that da water is warmer and cleaner
acutally it's very clean
but it was very crowded
i was swimming like a fish!
swimming left and right dodging people
and there was this girl whom nearly caused me to be drowned
but i don't care
i just cut cut cut cut cut
it's not that i don't wanna stop
i can't stop
although i know how to trap water
to stop in da middle of da pool for her?
no way man
there's loads of people behind me
i don't wanna jam da traffic

so that's all for today

Wednesday

i'm going out
first destination to sim lim square to buy battery
second destination to joo chiat place to eat wanton mee and buy some dumplings
third destination to joo chiat place to go to da temple
fourth destination to lavender

that should be all
i'll update later if any interesting thingy happens

2006-08-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

Mi Lu PrinCeSs

congratulations to Milo Ice for clinging da superband title
and i think da drummer, wei qi (who was in da same sec sch as me) and da guitarist sings better than da lead singer

but of course
they perform greatly as a group

it's a waste soul screwed up
although i believe that mi lu bing would still win anyway
but i just felt disappointed
haa

and btw
anger management is nice even though i only watched da last part of da show
think i would rent da vcd and watch it again

2006-08-05T17:21:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's ThUrSdaY

i'm so sorry to post so many entries today
but i just remembered that i promised i would post a guy's picture here

can you guess who he is?
he's Bruce Lee's reincarnation
lolx.. just joking
he's tobbie
but hy, ronny and i all agreed that his back view resembles bruce lee's alot
and of course it is greatly due to his hair-cut
hehex

ok lahx
we're at BD listening to da other groups present
i must really say that they're good
they truly understand da meaning of a powerpoint
and da spirit in presenting
that's very good for them
*round of applause*

and after one group's presentation
i reminded hy that we need to ask questions to earn participation marks
and this is hy
waiting for da right time to raise her hand and ask questions

but she still didn't managed to ask as time was up

and these are da teachers well known for their leniency

haix

2006-08-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's fuN daY at k bOx

hehex
i still think i should share with others who are interested
our fun day at k box

well
we (ak, diana and me) are supposed to meet at 10.50am at clementi control
but as usual
diana and i were late

so poor ak had to go to da k box first and sing along.. for da time being
den i reached at around 11.25am to join him
and diana was da latest
she reached later than 11.45am i think

and it was so fun
da moment diana reached she started selecting all da songs
but it's a good thing
i hate to choose songs

okay
as i mentioned
it was fun
so i'll just elaborate on a few points

firstly:
diana sang a song that was sung by 183 club - 完美情人
then one of lyrics consists of da word "magic room"
but weirdly
diana sang "maaaaaaaagic room"
and mind you
i was eating at that time
and i just can't stop laughing and thought to myself
"why do i hear a sheep's voice?"
wahaha
ak and me just kept laughing
and diana also made another weird noise while singing
it's so funny

this is diana engrossed in her singing
oh.. and she even specially took out her specs to "pose" for this picture

secondly:
ak and diana kept beating each other
or should i say flirt?
and it's really funny to see them do that
lots of entertainment value
and what can i do?
i just sing lorx
don't waste time and money mahx
and while singing one particular song
which i forgot da title
i felt that i was singing for them and they were filming an MTV of that song
and i told them so
what can they do?
they just laugh lorx

and this is me
helpless in that kind of situation

dear ak was so shy and kept refusing to take a photo
piggy fool

2006-08-05T16:06:00.000+08:00

EmPathY PriNcEsS

haix
i wanted very much to blog bout my happy day yesterday
although i did not went for da class outing for various reasons
ak, diana me went to k box in da early afternoon

i wanted to say how fun it was
and how nice da wanton noodles was when dear brought me there to taste it

but when i read douglas's blog
all my mood is gone

douglas is so silly
why would anyone look down on him just because he's one year older than us?
so what if our class is damn smart?
you worked hard!
and that's what matters
we may not be very very close friends
but we do care as a friend
i'm super touched when i saw how hard he worked to prove himself

coincedentally
i was reading my comic yesterday
and one character said this
"i can't accept da fact that a guy who worked his ass off would lose to a guy who depended on his talent"
which is true!
see.. doug.. you did it
you proved yourself to be capable to overcome all odds

i know my comments doesn't mean anything
but it's okay
just in case if you happen to see this one day
i hope you'll believe in yourself and never look down of yourself
you are a nice guy
and i hope you'll be happy from now on
=p

2006-08-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

DJ PrinCeSs

i've been listening to old songs lately
old english songs to be precise

hmmm
don't you think songs in da past are better than da ones lately
not that da pop songs aren't nice
i just feel that even da love songs now doesn't touch da heart like da old love songs
when you listen to them
you will feel your mood being swayed by da songs
you will feel touched from da bottom of your heart

heex
i don't know how to describe that kind of feelings
why not let me introduce some songs
haa
can't say introduce
it's been there all these while
hmmm
let me refresh your memory on da old songs

1) Nothing's gonna change my love for you
2) Everyday I love You
3) Fixing a Broken Heart
4) Now and Forever
5) Yesterday Once More

There's actually alot more
but there's too many to mention
heex
just listen to them
and if you're hurt
let them heal your soul
=p

2006-08-02T19:12:00.000+08:00

DaYs of PriNcEsS's liVeS

with regards to my last entry
thank you all for your concern
but all is over
so i'm fine
don't you guys worry bout me anymore oki?
=)

sorry i've not been updating for da last few days
i've been busy.. tired.. and feeling down
but i'll give you a summary of what happen
hmm...
so let's start on saturday bahx

Saturday
even though i slept at 4 am plus
i managed to wake up for my BD meeting
but since hy was late and ronny too
so i decided to take my time
and i'm fine with him le
but being so angry
i became hungry
so at 10 am plus
i ate 2 bao and 4 siew mai
and while walking me to da mrt station
we quarrelled again
and he can't understand da problem doesn't lies in da songs and other things
it lies with him
or rather us
we have communication problem
and i felt so sad after telling him that
so by da time i met hy
i'm not in a good shape
anyway
it's ok
so after meeting up with da guys (ronny and tobbie)
we went to huimei's house
her house is pretty
very big for a 4-room flat
and without further ado
we got down to work
at 12 pm plus
we ate spaghetti
it was nice
and it was work again
at 5 pm 7pm plus
we ate fried rice
and i ate 3 servings of it
da others too
but i think my serving was da biggest
i'm not sure why we're so hungry
maybe we used up too much of our brain cells
anyway
while eating i discovered something amazing
ronny was like talking bout his birthday being on da 24th Sept
then hy said -10 days is my birthday +4 days is jieying's birthday
then tobbie asked me "oh.. your birthday is on 18th Sept arhx?"
of course i said yes
and he was like "me too"
with da usual cool look on his face
my god
i was so shocked
hy even doubt it and asked if tobbie is lying
but he said no
so i was even more shocked to find that da person i've been talking to for so long is born on da same year same month and same date as me!
and ronny started suggesting that my family and tobbie's family should celebrate both our birthdays together
and tobbie said not 2 but 3 cos his older bro is also born on 18th Sept
just 11 years earlier
wahaha
and after dinner
we went to popular to buy some materials to do our props
and NTUC too!
in da night
i ate a box of pocky and shared hy's yan yan
and we are still concentrating on our work
mind you
this is da first time hy and i were so serious
we didn't fool around at all
we just kept doing
but of course hy and i were like 2 crazy gals laughing all da night
about nothing
haha
and at around 4am plus
we went to eat polar puffs
but we were not very hungry
just got nothing to do
'cos there is not enough computers
and immediately after eating
i fell asleep
so hy and i fell asleep in da sofa outside
we still on TV to entertain ourselves
haa.. huimei's house is like our house
but you can't blame us
huimei said "just treat my house like your house"
so as nice gals we obeyed her
lolx
so basically my saturday was filled with BD and food

Sunday
da moment i woke up
it's food again
huimei's mum bought roti prata for us
yummy~
and after breakfast
it's work again
then in da afternoon
ronny, hy and i went to packet lunch for tobbie and huimei and also buy more stuffs from popular
and after lunch it's work again
so my sunday is filled with food and BD.. too..
and when i reached home
as usual
we quarreled again
it's so long and sad
i don't feel like elaborating
just that i gave him da silent treatment afterwards

Monday
there's alot of details but i think i've written very long
so i'll just tell you that
silent treatment is still going and BD was a fiasco
but seriously i don't think hy and i did that badly
but apparently da teachers don't think so
and they were still well-known for being kind, lenient and all
i must be down on my luck
firstly da video's not working
my funny video
only visual
secondly tobbie forgot to tell us bout da 4 slides
which are very important
and da teacher even had to stopped hy and asked us to explain and restart
i don't blame tobbie but i believe this does affect our presentation greatly
anway after class hy, diana, melly, ak and i went to eat
and after that i told them (ak and diana cos melly left) bout tobbie (born on same year same month and same date)
but ak thinks it's no big deal
but i think it's something great
and diana was like
"i also know of a person born on da same year same month and same date as me BUT she's a gal"
hy and i was like "why must you BUT?"
lolx
diana wished it to be a guy
anyway we talked bout whether we would have enough lingerie to bring to China
and diana confirm have
da problem is me
but diana wants to bring 24 bras there
and i told her if she can't find enough bras
she can use bowl
wahaha
hy and i actually thought of cups
but i think it's too small
hy thinks it will be weird to have da handle
so we decided to use bowl for diana
like what hy said *diana's sense of security comes from da holding of her bre**ts*
kekex

Tuesday
nothing much
hy's was sick
poor gal
anyway
silent treatment is lifted today
heex

Wednesday
very sianx
fu*king sianx
my real estate exam was a disaster
there were so many questions to be completed in 1 1/2 h
there is definitely not enough time
and given my math background (of cos it sucks)
i don't know how to convert square meter to square feet
you may laugh at me
but i'm really very cham
most of da questions require this
and i completely do da opposite way
and even if steps are correct
it's useless
i don't think i will score at all
da most should be 2-3 out of 15 marks
and of cos 2 marks is gone for fill in da blanks which require conversion
dear was like
"you know how to convert currency.. why don't you know how to convert this?"
but i like money not math
that's why i'm in business!
not that i don't like math
i sucks at that
and when i say sucks
i really mean it
so ke lian
and i'm so angry
not because of my potential "D" for real estate
but due to other reasons
i don't wish to talk bout it here
you can ask me in person

that's all for da past few days
i shall delete my previous entry
it's giving me bad luck ever since i've posted it
and once again
thanks for you guy's concern

to melly:
btw melly
da thingy that you msg-ed me today was real funny
and my frustration comes from da same "thing"
it's a long story
haa
(" ,)

2006-07-29T01:55:00.000+08:00

tiReD PriNcEsS

i'm so tired
but dunno for f*ck
i still dun wanna sleep
i also dunno for f*ck
i'm just listening to songs
nice songs of course
da slow version of "everytime we touch" is nice
although da techno version is quite nice too
melly like this song
heex
so do i

poor me and hy
we needa wake up early tomorrow to go to huimei's house
sianx
not that i don't wanna go
just that the thought of doing BD just bores me
poor me
poor da jie
stupid BD
haix
tired tired tired tired tired

2006-07-29T01:13:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's ThOuGhtS

愛, 原來很脆弱
快樂, 原來很短暫
而你, 原來不在屬於我

2006-07-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

PrinCeSs'S whiSpeR

do you watch ghost whisper?
it's a nice show!
truly a great one

it's so touching

how will you feel if you have a second chance to live?
by having a heart transplantation?

will you feel happy to have this second chance?
or will you feel guilty that someone you don't know is dead and you are standing right there right now doing things that may not be so right?

"to tell you my story
i have to tell you theirs"

i hope i have da talent like da pretty female lead in da show

wait a minute

i think i do
but only 1/5 of it maybe
it will be good if i can see them completely
and help them crossed over
or finish any unfinished business on their behalf

but before all these
i need to strengtened my heart
i've got a weak heart

i love da show
i shall keep watching it every friday 10pm on channel 5

(^.^)

2006-07-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

UnSuRe PriNcEsS

hmmm
who's anonymous?

he/she also went to kelvin's blog

i reckon he/she is someone that we know

nvm
it's okay

to anonymous:
if you wanna criticise me
i'll do da necessary reflections
if you just wanna backstab me
sorry
you're not welcome in my blog
but if you wanna be my friend
please show yourself
so that we can communicate
but if you just wanna be my foe
then show yourself too
come into da light
don't hide in da dark
(" ,)

2006-07-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

VJ PriNcEsS

當愛消逝後
當存在變成習慣
放開
會是最好的方法嗎?

2006-07-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's tUrMoiL

i really don't understand what happened
why can't my photos be uploaded?

something's wrong
but what is?

weird

it's okay
i'll try to upload here
hope it works
=p

finally i can get da pictures up
but not on that entry
i think something's wrong with that page
it's okay
you'll get to see da pictures here

well
this is dennis preparing for his BD presentation

just to remind you
this is diana with her best look
nice?
:)

and da scary part starts here
just to refresh your memory
she requested this pose herself

and she hasn't played enough
she wants more~!~!~!
weird

yeahx!
okay~
all photos are up

tata
(" ,)

2006-07-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS iNtRoDuCtiOn I

da jie and i are craving for duck rice
so we went to da famous duck rice stall near melly's house

da food there is fantastic
not only is its braised duck mouth-watering
its side dishes are also great

haa
but we only ordered kang kong as our side dish
it's nice
not that spicy
but for people who prefer spicier food (like me) would also find it delicious
even its rice and porridge are great
how do i know?
lolx
we ordered a rice and porridge each
kekex

i had a great time there
wanted to take some pictures as memories but my camera has run out of batt
sooooooooooo suay
as usual
haa
just have to laugh it off

BUT~
dun forget
it's da 21st century
everyone has a phone
wahaha

here are some pictures we took
hmm..
actually there's only 2

huiying
contented after eating duck rice

and this is me
well.. contented too!

yum yum~
shall go again

but it's very expensive
no
it's damn expensive
$8.10 per person lehx

and da amazing thing is
after da hearty dinner
i bought a pancake to eat
hehex
i'm a food monster
(" ,)

2006-07-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS...ME!

i look happy everyday
well
of course i really am

but if you aren't close to me
will you ever know that me..
a happy- go-lucky gal would have so many thoughts about life?

i'm a very emotional person
and i made a pleasant discovery today!
i found out that someone was actually very emotional too

and that person thinks about life alot
but we're not close
really not that close

maybe it's due to different background
1 came from a english speaking family while da other came from a chinese speaking family
and seriously
i think we would have a communication problem if we were together
but nevertheless
we're da same kind of people
da things that that someone thought about was something i thought of long ago

so...
we may not talk often now
but i believe if we were to meet in another context
we might have been very good friends
=p

2006-07-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS on iNvEstMeNt

i've got so many things to write
but i'm so bl**dy tired
so i'll just summarise in short what i wanna say

alas
investment is over
finally
you can't imagine how relieved i am

now i finally understand why in chung cheng
my discipline master, Mr Soon, always said "On time is late"

yes
on time is late
we were on time you know
i specially woke up at 9 am this morning to do da editing for diana's fundamentals part and my own TA part (p.s. i haven started yet)
and it took me 2 and half hours in total
but i'm still on time!
it's only 11.30 am or 11.40 am

as usual.. i was late for investment lecture
once again
haa
so the only available time to print the investment is only after lecture
before tutorial

here's where the havoc (is this da rite spelling? wadeva) all started

when we entered the library
it's like we're entering a zoo
so many people are inside
all crowded round the printers
free access computers are "fully booked"
luckily we saw jiamin and she kindly let us use her com to print
(thanks jiamin.. we're grateful =p)
but just when we thought all was well
it all started

diana was printing using the colour printer
and after printing out only 6 pages or so
there is no more cyan ink left
and so that printer couldn't be used

so we proceed to use another printer
but nothing came out
printer was always printing those error codes out
and time was running.. like real fast

and the worse thing is i think jiamin needs the com
so being a good gal
i "returned" her com back to her
of course that's also because diana found a com

luckily
after changing a com
our printouts came smoothly
thank god

and once again
we're late for tutorial
to be precise
investment tutorial

to diana:
poor thingy i kept raising my voice at you
but you can't blame me
the situation at that time is very messy
i hope you don't mind
and build up your stamina kkz?
you are panting very hard just now
but you did not walk very fast worx
no offence
=p

anyway
after class ended
i'm so hungry
diana too
and dennis haven taken lunch
so in da end
lao ba, lao ma, da jie and i went to have our lunch at fc 6

and all da weird stuffs starts to happen

firstly
all 4 of us went to order western food
but i think the auntie just had a quarrel with her husband
so her attitude was.. not very nice
anyway
after diana ordered what she wants
the auntie started shouting at us
"whatever you all want just order now and order together, don't make me make so many trips to cook your food"
scary ritex?
and like a frightened kitten
i placed my order softly
but i'm not even done with my ordering and she walked away
so diana started saying loudly "we haven't even order finish and she walked away, still ask us order together!"
haa
and huiying wanted so much to place her order that she shouted auntie and uncle at the same time and said "chicken cutlet"
when i asked her why she called both of them
her reply was so cute
"i scare auntie cannot hear me mahx"
but den horx
da jie
you shouted very loudly lehx
wahaha
and poor dennis didn't even have a chance to place his order
anyway when the auntie collected money from us
her face was like (- _ -)
and i told da jie
"earning our money is like taking her life lidat"
she really looked miserable
but as angels
we don't be so calculating with auntie
so we just walked off with our food
hehex

secondly
after finishing our lunch
we started taking photos of each other while dennis is preparing for his BD presentation

this is dennis doing da last preparation for his BD
we helped him
he had no idea how to do an introduction
so hy and i thought him how to start
and of course
as usual
a lot of jokes came out
it's too long to mention it here
haa

and when da jie asked diana to give her best look
here's what she got

and she also made a ghostly "look"
she requested it herself
and today's da first day of da ghost festival
crazy gal
she still say it's my camera lehx
i don't scare mehx?
but i rebutted her
it's you as a person
you not scare mehx?
lolx

*sorry i can't upload the pictures yet.. i'll try to my best to upload later kkz? sorry*

and the joking continued after ryan came
i wanted to take a picture of him actually
but he refused
he said he looked ugly i that outfit
ok lahx
it's not ugly
just that your hair is very messy
like weeds flying on your head
haa

oh
btw
congratulations ge~.. you got $40 from the trading game
good job!
haa
extra cash
(" ,)

and the weirdest thing of da day happened
kk tai sat down and talked with us
but i think our frequency is not da same as him
da topics he discussed with us are okay initially
but it gets weirder and weirder when more and more people left
eventually
only da jie and me left
and da topic is weird to da max
he even said that "it's ok to say this outside of school.. inside da school better don't say anything... if not kena complain"
but hello!
we're still in school!

luckily he didn't talk for long
so we're out of the weird situation
and off we went home
yeah!

btw
i hope lao ba and ge's BD presentation goes smoothly
jia you~!
and lao ma also jia you with BD worx
=p

2006-07-23T16:22:00.000+08:00

fRuStRatEd PriNcEsS

i'm doing investment now
and i'm damn irritated and frustrated
don't ask me why
it just sucks
and i wanna go swim later
i don't give a damn if we can't finish on time
i want to do it my way this time
for once
i'm not sacrificing my time and leisure for this stupid investment
f*ck off
i just wanna graduate soon
arghhhhhhhhhhhh

2006-07-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

PrInCeSs wRitEr

i think i need to bring my laptop everywhere
i just love to write
and i just realised that my entries are all so damn long

thank you all for having da patience to read everything
haa
of course
if i'm able to write in chinese it'll be alot better
my chinese is good
and i'm sure of that

too bad
i just can't display my talent here
sad
writing in english is alot
hmm
i dunno how to describe it
but
i know when i'm writing in chinese.. da words are feel with more emotions and passion
but for english
i think to be able to convey my message is an achievement
'cos my english just sucks
lolx

and i'm certain that my CSB would get a C
not that i'm not confident in myself
it's just that i always get C for english language module
other then CRS as the grading method is not through writing
but i'm fine with anything
i just hope to pass and graduate

aye
i'm back to da same topic again
haix

2006-07-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

SlaCkiNg PriNcEsS II

gosh
i just woke up
i'm so damn tired
what happen to me?
BD's not yet finished
Investment's not yet started
sh*t
how the hell am i going to recover da time i've lost?
on top of that.. these 2 projects are not interesting at all
if it is.. at least it will keep me going
but both are boring
especially writing da investment journal
how da hell i know why i bought da shares in da first place?
i just.. bought them
and most of them are just gut feelings

dead
pray for me

hy is worse
she still has her scape thingy and she also haven started on both
she'll have crazy time tonight
eh.. come to think of it
although i'm home all day
i squandered away my precious time too
oh
i'll have a crazy time tonight too
diana is superwoman
she actually going to finish her part of da investment
she stayed up late in da nitex
and she had to wake up so early today
poor gal
poor us

haix

2006-07-22T15:05:00.000+08:00

SlaCkiNg PriNcEsS

ohmigosh!
i really should be doing my BD or my investment.
but hell no..
i'm too lazy to do both...

so i decided to relax myself
and i went to youtube to watch "tong fang zhu li ye (tokyo juliet)"
it's nice.. da plot is tight..
but da loading speed is damn slow..
i've been watching epi 1 for da past 1 and a half hour..
and it's not finish yet..

sianx
and i thought to myself while waiting for it to load i shall do some projects..
but everytime i switch to da window..
i feel extremely tired..
haix

and so i decided to blog..
i'm such a naughty bad and lazy gal..
and i'm sure when night falls..
i'll blame it all on da school for giving us so many projects and so little time..
but i know my time management's bad..
so i ought to blame no one but myself..
but school sucks.. i hope i can graduate soon..

2006-07-22T03:02:00.000+08:00

SaD PriNcEsS

i'm talking to ryan now..
in msn..
and we are talking bout those life life thingy..

talking bout something will happen in our lives and our paths would cross and meet again..
and my stupid windows media players played "duan dian"
and da song suddenly seem very sad to me again..

wad da hell
darn it..

2006-07-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

ShOpPiNg PriNcEsS

4 of us skipped CRAA tutorial today..
and we went..
shOpPiNg~!~!~!

heex..
we spent da nitex at melly's house and while playing mahjong (only hy, diana and me.. melly went to dreamland le)
channel 8 is replaying da "pei ni qu shopping"
so when we saw that.. hy and i immediately feel like shopping..
and we did..

we were supposed to go for CRAA..
but.. all of us don't feel like going..
and so..
off to da town!

it was rather a wise decision 'cos i met jueying in zara..
i was so shocked and happy to see her..
and we kept talking and talking.. but you know..
we're both with our own friends..
so unwiling.. we parted with each other..
(just kidding.. i just exaggerated it)
but i'm really glad to see her..
and da "legendary" gal she talked to me about..
lolx..

we spent quite some time in zara..
trying clothes and deciding on what to buy..
but in da end..
i'm da only one who bought something..
melly actually wanted a shirt..
it's quite nice..
but they don't have any more stock..
so sad...
but it's ok.
melly can always go to taka's zara with her wen..
haa..

after changing to da new top i bought ('cos da shirt i'm wearing is old, it's for sleeping)
we went to see diana off..
poor gal..
she had to go back to school to do BD..
and BD sucks...

anyway.. we walked around wisma..
but 3 of us are so tired and hungry that we decided to find a place to eat..
so we decided on yoshinoya..
just when melly is going to place her order..
hy has a craving for sushi..
and of cos when you are in town...
everything is possible.. including a dinner buffet at sakae sushi!
den after much deliberation..
we decided to go to da sakae sushi in cityhall as melly's club is there...

but we were very early for da dinner buffet..
so we went to da foodcourt to rest our legs (you can't imagine how "sour" our legs were)
when it's 6.30pm..
melly parted with us and she went to her club to swim..
she's sad for her friend..
cheer up melly =p

so now there's only da 2 of us left.. hy and me..
excitedly.. we entered da restaurant and started ordering our food..
we ate alot..
hmm.. not as much as what me and dar dar eat..
but still considered quite alot..
heex.. actually we wanted to do our BD there..
but so many people are queueing outside..
so in da end.. we just don't have da courage to do our work there..
haix...

so BD is not complete yet..
or rather.. not started yet..
but we sat from 6.30 to 9 plus...
other den eating..
we were chatting..
and it's a heart-to-heart talk..
we discussed on alot of things..
families
friends
boyfriends
future
and we even touched on an interesting topic
"which is more important? intelligence or hardwork?"
hy thinks that hardwork is important in da context of exams..
because how much effort you put in.. you would be able to see da results in da form of.. eh.. results..
and both of us agreed that in this society.. in da working context.. intelligence is more important..
that's our view..
you could disagree with us..
but tat's what we think..

i also asked her what she think of me..
haha..
she said although she knows that i am forgiving.. i could be better..
of cos.. that's because i always quarrrel with dear over little matters..
for instance.. a shirt..
and hy thinks that i should there would be alot of occassions where this would be a common problem for us..
but i told her..
she should understand me..
i would not be angry with a person without any reasons or without giving any chances..
3 times is my limit..
i cannot accept it if someone kept doing da same things wrong for more then 3 times.
that's just not right..
and she realised that that's not da first time he did things wrongly..
so she understand..
but of course i will try to be better..

she also said that i should have more empathy..
think in other people's perspective..
but i just can't have empathy when i'm hot, tired, sticky and with a heavy bag..
it makes my mood goes.. bad.. bad.. bad..
when i'm in a good or normal mood.. of course i can have empathy..
but not when i'm in a bad mood..
it's good i never flare up le..
haa..
but i'll try...
lolx.. but in da end..
hy understands too..

oh shucks..
i'm so tired..
ryan just told me i got 86 for CRAA test..
that's not bad..
but i believe others also did quite well..
heex..
just like ryan's nick..
_contented_
(" ,)

2006-07-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS on CrEdit RiSk AsSeSsMeNt AnAlySiS (CRAA)

CRAA test yesterday was very very difficult
even if you study.. you may not know how to answer it..
time plays an important factor..
there's only 1h to complete da so-called 5 short answer questions..
but mind you.. it's not that..
theoratically.. there should be tons of things to write..
but
firstly there's no time..
and secondly.. hee.. i dunno what to write..
so i ended up repeating myself again and again..

but i think it's a good test paper..
'cos it tests on one's level of intelligence..
'cos normally you can find da answers in da notes..
but this time round..
sorry.. no.. answers couldn't be found in da lecture notes..
so it ultimately tests on our ability to analyse and interpret da questions correctly..

for example..
there's this tricky question whereby it gives you a sentence
"term loan is riskier than overdraft"
and da qns asks you to state with examples when needed whether da statement is theoratically and/or practically true..
if you aren't careful.. you would answer "it's not true"
that's what melly, hy and diana did..
lucky for me.. after much mental debating on this question..
i wrote "it's theoratically true"
but i din saw da "and/or".. i only thought i could only choose one..
haix..
anyway.. i think i'm right on this question.. but whether i could get da full 10 marks would be another story.. 'cos i really wrote very little things..

and i hate da cash flow question..
i don't even know what to write..

but i believe no one would fail this test..
it's only a matter of how well you fare..
i think david tan is still considered quite lenient..
hmm.. i think so bahx.. is he?
*shrug* who cares?

and if you look on da bright side..
this test is so damn difficult..
so it would imply that the exam would be a lot easier ritex?
hmm.. i choose to believe this..
i even use this to console myself while doing da paper..
haa..

always look on da bright side~

2006-07-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

SwiMMiNg PriNcEsS

i'm so proud of myself today..
it's been at least 1 year since i last swam
and today's da first time in my life i've seriously swim

and
i proud to announce that i've swam at least 20 laps today
at least..
there's more..

just to boast a little...
i'm lacking of breath since after 1 lap..
but i kept telling myself i have to swim at least 5 laps..
and after 5 laps i tolda myself another 5 laps..
and this goes on and on and finally i got my 20 laps..
heex..
i'm so happy~!~!~!

and da funny thing is i never knew how to swim properly..
and after 10 laps..
i realised that da trick is...
"relax"
trust me..
just relax and your body knows how to do it..
trust your body..
it's like riding a bicycle..
and after i relaxed..
i swam 10 laps at one go..
without resting..
how cool is that?
very cool to me~..
heex..

ohyahx
btw.. i met a ti ko (pervert)..
if you wanna know what happen.. ask me personally..
he's damn sick..

so i've swam for about 1 and a half hour..
same as my studying time as CRAA
i spent 1 and a half hour reading through everything and i'm done..
i think i will pass..
i believe in studying smart and not studying hard like most people do..
but of 'cos
hard work pays off...
but i'm just too lazy..
if i can be half as hard working as most of my classmates..
i believe i will fare better..
if you think i'm hao lian..
so be it..
but i'm contented with da current situation..
minimal effort.. and above average results..
=p

2006-07-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

MOVIE PriNcEsS

Pirates of the Carribean - the dead man's chest

da movie's great
da cast's amazing
and johnny depp is awesome

he's really good!
jack sparrow..
nope..
"Captain" Jack Sparrow is suppose to be a straight person if you first read da script..
but da way Johnny Depp portrayed da character..
there's only one word to describe it..
"AWESOME"!

if you wanna catch this movie
i suggest you go to eng wah..
they have this digital cinema thingy now
it's very nice..
da graphic's prettier den normal
and you could literally feel dat you are in da movie!

anyway..
if you think that da continuation of movies are always not as good as da first one..
you will be surprised by this movie..
da continuation is superb..
nicer den da first one..
and in my opinion..
i think da visuals are better den harry porter movie series..
maybe it's 'cos of da digital cinema..
but i think it's da movie itself..
ohyahx..
and there's a part 3 to it..
so exciting..
i'm looking forward to it!
=p

da cast are great..
all of them!
their acting are fantastic..
i like it..
no..
i simply love this show..

(" ,)

2006-07-16T12:15:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS's EvEntFul DaY

the time now is 12.12pm...
just woke up..
early ritex?
i'm tired... yet excited..
'cos after i think more than half a year, i'm going to step into the cinema again.. later..
to watch "pirates of the carribean - the dead man's chest"
i hope it's good..
i'm looking forward to it..

anyway.. the purpose of my entry is not today..
but yesterday..
but pardon me with my super long entry because yesterday is a day to remember..
=p

i started off with grumbling as i have to wake up at 7.50am to prepare..
for what?
for the CPF VOL finals..
the worse thing is.. it's in RP.. woodlands...
only one word to describe it... "far"
after meeting up with diana and dennis, as usual... we are late..
we proceed to walk to RP..
and i'm right..
it's holly far...
we should be glad SP is just outside the MRT station...
with a merciless hot sun and a heavy laptop.. we 3 grumble and at the same time joke our way to RP..

lolx..
den da 3 of us started saying how hard it is to win da laptop..
suddenly..
dennis said "if we never win, diana will treat us to lunch"
of cos i agreed to da idea..
'cos mummy should treat da family (us)
den dennis started chanting "mei you ying (didn't win)"
den i'll say "chi fan (direct translation = eat rice"
wahaha
and you should see diana's face..
she look irritated...

anyway..
finally when we reach RP.. which i think is situated in Tibet, not woodlands..
we had a hard time finding da lib..
we wasted 15 odd min walking up and down searching for da place..
little do we know that it is right in front of us..
3 blur king, queen and princess..
lolx..

all da walking was worth it..
RP is nice even when it's incompleted..
and da best part of da school..
i reckon..
it'll be it's library..
da place is just huge and amazing..
during da closing speech by da minister den we know it's actually an inverted lib..
other den da quiet zones..
da lib should be filled with teenagers' noice and laughter..
there's only one word to describe it.. "cool"

anyway when we reached there
we all started testing our connections..
and i even commented on others being kiasu as they have already started training..
but when our connection's up..
there's really nothing to do..
so da only thing is to play da game..
thus in da end.. we all ended up being kiasus..
haa..
during da last round of trial..
you know what i got?
i got a score of 314k plus..
my god... my laptop...
da pity thing is dat it's not da right website..
they directed us to another website..
playing exactly da same thing..
but with time pressure and stupid musics..
lady luck just didn't come again..
and da highest i got is just 255k plus..
dennis got 250k plus too..
diana's had a higher chance..
her highest score is 260k plus..

i think da 3 of us are mentally prepared that da laptop will not be ours..
so we started feeling very high..
and since da highest chance among da 3 of us is diana..
dennis and I started to say diana's got chance..
and she kept denying..
so we said "if you really got da laptop, it's ours"
den da funny queen said "let's sell it and share da profit"
woohoo
dennis and I are bewildered by her generosity.. and we started another commotion..
haa..
to da queen (diana): thanks for da offer, we appreciate it..

lolx..
den comes da table game..
2 year twos joined us..
and still being in da high mode..
we started interacting quickly..
da table game was fun.. yet you can see that da MCs are biased..
anyway.. I enjoyed it very much..

den comes da speech..
speech was... okay..
i think da only speaker that really caught my attention was da mnister..
'cos he addresses da situation.. his worries and his expectations.. for us.. a student..
welcome speech by da principal was.. eh... hmm... not very intersting as he kept talking how good RP is... a bit of boasting element.. but i accepted it anyway..
den came da last speaker..
da most boring one..
he presented to us da survey of da findings.. and i think he should present to da national public rather den us.. since he kept stressing that we have better knowledge than da national public..

at last.. all speech have ended
and da lucky draw commenced..
as usual..
being da unlucky ones.. da 3 of us didn't get anything..
den.. da most exciting moment came..
da annoucement of da winners..
although da 3 of us had no chance.. we are still excited to know which school does da winner comes from...

da 2nd runner up..
"kelvin wong from Singapre Polytechnic with a score of 417k plus"
everyone of us "wah~~~~"
den i was thinking to myself..
3rd place and he could get 400k plus.. den da 1st place.. would be..ohmigosh!
den it came
"sorry i made a mistake. his score was 312k plus. 417.. was his student number"
everyone of us "chey~~~" den everyone laughed..
but i pity da guy.. i think he will be embarrassed..
but hey. he got himself a $100 taka voucher lehx..

da 1st runner up..
"he's also from Singapore Polytechnic (at this point you can see every SP students' neck strecthing forward hoping to hear their name being called) XXX! with a score of 327k plus"
he won himself a dopod PDA phone.. my god.. i envy him..

anyway..
out of 3.. 2 places are taken by SP..
i bet da teachers as well as da directors are hoping to sweep all 3 places..

'for da winner. for Republic Polytechnic. XXX! with a score of 427k plus"
you can see da MC announced his name with joy and pride..
and you can see all our faces are written with "impossible"
and you should see my expression when he recieved da sony viao laptop..
my face is filled with envy..

haix..
we return home with nothing..
oops..
not really nothing..
we returned home with a notebook, pen, experience, exposure and most importantly.. a fun and enjoyable day...

and i realised something..
when you are nothing (not a winner)
you are invisible..
when we left.. da teachers are desperately trying to find da winners.. i think to take a photo..
and she just couldn't see us..
we're her PTN class lehx..
and that's very sad..

luckily..
we are mentally prepared..
so we left RP with once again grumbles and jokes..

while grumbling how hot, how far and how early it is..
i said something out of a sudden..
"it's ok.. i can buy da laptop myself"
den da 3 of us started laughing very hard..
and we are llike sour grapes..
but of course..
it's for fun..
to entertain ourselves through da long "Tibet" road

and on our way..
dennis started chanting "mei you ying"
and being a good daughter i always listen to my lao ba so i said "chi fan"
and we started irritating diana again..
wahaha...
and she actually treated us to..................
long john's cheese fries..
lolx..
at least she treated us..

anyway.. this is just da morning...
but i still have afternoon and nitex event lehx..
how?
it's too long..
it's ok den..
i shall not bore you with my personal life..
but anyway afternoon's well-spent with diana..

so conclusion?
i love yesterday..
i felt i accomplised many things.
i felt that i've grown up..
and i realised that as long we have fun during da process.. da outcome really doesn't matter...
(" ,)

i need to have my lunch le..
everybody's shouting..
so princess.. out..
cya next time
heex =p

2006-07-14T11:21:00.000+08:00

VJ PriNcEs

I like this song..
melody's nice,
lyrics are meaningful..
i think in this world..
everyone is pretending..
some are pretending in order to hurt others..
while some pretend to protect themselves...
what will you do if you happens to be caught in the same situation as jolin?
i'll just pretend.. like her..
it's sad.. but that's life..

2006-07-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

DRaMa PriNcEsS

what animals are you afraid of?
i'm super scare of cats..
and unless you are close to me..
you won't understand my fear..

i was reading the "attitude" magazine today
and was paying much attention to da pictures posted on the magazine..
den suddenly.. it happened!
da picture of da cat appeared before my eyes..
what's more.. it's like looking right into my eyes too..
scary..

and so was my reaction..
i don't know what came into me..
i shouted (quite softly though) and threw the magazine away and slap on hy's hand..
all at the same time...

i was really afraid..
if i disturbed your peace..
i'm sorry..
if i scared you..
i'm sorry..

den kelvin said that i was a "drama queen"
ya.. he's right..
i think i am too.. but not a queen.. just a princess..
diana's da queen..
but i like to be drama..
and i know i am drama
my life is already a drama...
so of 'cos da lead actress (me) is drama too..
it spices up my life..
my life is interesting..
and i like it..

anyway
after dinner with alot of people..
i went to melly dear's house to get my jacket..
and since she's going to her country club (to gym and swim) in cityhall..
she kindly dropped me off there..
thanks melly..
love ya..
and i guess we are getting closer..
heex (" ,)

BD's a disaster..
i was late for 1h but luckily discussion have not started yet..
i don't like when she's there during discussion..
it hinders my thoughts.. not just me.. hy too.. i guess
a B2B model would really be better.. trust me..
but we really have no time.. i understand..
so after an hour of discussion.. we still decided to stick with a B2C model..
might as well..
i think i'll just make da best out of da worst..
jia you~..
dateline's nearing.. scare scare

2006-07-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

VJ PriNcEsS

友情與愛情
你會如何抉擇呢?

當你和你最好的朋友同時愛上了同一個男生
你會怎麼做?

你會選擇爭取? 還是選擇放棄?

若是選擇了爭取
你會快樂嗎?
如果你知道他愛的是她
你還會強求嗎?

若是決定了放棄
你會快樂嗎?
如果你知道他愛的是你
你還會退出嗎?

2006-07-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

FoRtUnAtE pRiNcEsS

what will you do when someone appear right before you with a present in his hand.. just for you?

what will you do if someone bought a CD of your favourite singer.. just for you?

what will you do if you didn't request but someone just bought it.. just for you?

i will be moved to tears..
i can only say i'm very fortunate
really am..
it's a blessing to have met him in my life..
i'm happy..
(" ,)

this is "fan fan", fan wei qi's CD..
i think she's very talented and has what it takes..
and this is da CD surprise from him..
it's da 2nd one btw..
da 1st one is Yang Cheng Ling's "Ai Mei" CD

he's sweet
isn't him?

2006-07-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

pRiNcEsS v.s CoRpOratE fiNanCe

cf's not exactly hard today..
but it's too good to be simple..
and i hate it..
i always think too much..

what's da disadvantage of preferred stock?
one obvious reason would be to have no voting rights..
but i din put that down..
'cos i think too much..
and after much struggle..
i wrote "da ability for issuer to pass divideneds without dire consequences"
for your information, that's da advantage to da issuer..
in da end.. i changed it to become da disadvantage for da investors..
wth ritex?

but it's ok..
really..
it's realy ok..
because i've decided da path i wanna take om da future...
and my future would not be in da banking or finance industry..
i want to start my own company..
otherwise..
i'll further my studies in da accounting or medical industry..
either being an accountant or a forensic scientist would be better den being a banker..
competitive..
evil..
undermine method..
not my cup of tea.
i rather keep da pure me in this world..
even if i'm competitive...
my opponent would be me.. myself..
even if i wanna be evil..
da one who gets hurt would also be me.. myself..

i do not want to hurt anyone..
or get hurt..
i want my existence to be of significant use in this world..
(" ,)

2006-07-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS :"BeliEvE iN yOuRsElf"

i've came across of alot of people and found out that there are three types of people

first..
those who put in alot of effort and striving to achieve the things that they wanted
but in the end
they deny all their efforts and are pessimistic with the results
i call them the "unconfident" ones

second..
those who do their best in whatever they do
and they are optimistic with the results
i call them the "confident" ones

third..
those who put in a lot of effort and do their best to achieve what they wanted
they are neither optimistic nor pessimistic with the results
as they would embrace whatever results that results..
i call them the "believing" ones

i'm da third case...
i believe in myself..
what about you?

2006-06-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

SiAnX pRInCeSs

i'm bored
i'm sianx
there's really nothing to do...
da CPF game sucks..
people are getting better and better..
i even dropped from the 8th position to the 16th now..
in order to climb up again
i have to keep playing..
but it's really damn sianx..
sianx till i don't even wanna go into that page..
sucks ritex?
so bored..
and the worse thing is..
in order to win lucky draws.. you have to keep playing and submitting..
but i think the system is stupid..
'cos you have to key in eVeRytHiNg again.. all your particulars..
it's so sianx till i give up..
when i play.. i don't even submit if i'm not up to it..
i'll simply click "play again"
it's not easy to play the game now..
the standard has gotten soOoOooOo high..
dat's da sad part..
but da best part is..
it feels good to stay in there..
but i guess there's no more time for it~
'cos tml's fri and da weekend's CoMiNg~!~!~!
there's only one word to describe da awaiting of da weekend...
that is...
hOoRaY~!~!!~!~!~
kEkeX.. nitex (" ,)

2006-06-29T17:58:00.000+08:00

eXciTeD pRinCeSs

ohmigosh!..i can't contain my excitement le..
i finally got my taggie board up..
finally~

haha..
i can't believe how stupid i am..
i actually mistook da login link as my cbox link..
no wonder i always can't see da board.. just da link..
lucky me..
while watching entertainment 100%
it suddenly struck me...

lolx..
so i went to check my mail again and read every single thingy they say..
and i went inside le..
so i finally got da taggie board~!~!~!~!~!~
wahaha..
i'm so happy..
i believe you all can't understand my excitement..
kekex...

heex..
anyway tml's gotta go school...
school's starting at 3pm.. but gotta meet da jie(hui ying) at 12pm to get a present for gan die..
den have to reach school at 2pm to attend for a briefing..
busy day...
i think i'll feel weird tml..
i haven't attend classes for 3 full days..
haix...

2006-06-29T16:52:00.000+08:00

MC PriNcEsS

i should be in school right now..
but i'm at home..
think i must really be very sick..
'cos da doctor actually gave me 3 days of MC..
first time in my life i got so many days of MC..
dunno to be happy or sad..

don't envy me
i've been living in turmoil everyday (of 'cos a bit exaggerating)
haa~
'cos i'm thinking of going to school on wed and thur
unfortunately.. i can't wake up on wed.. and my fever came back on thur..
you see?! turmoil ritex?
lolx..

just thought of sharing one incident with you..
haa.. it's funny..
i went to see da doc on tue mahx..
den da doc ask me.. "are you working or schooling?"
den i wanted to say "schooling"
but i ended up saying "s...ing"
lolx..
cos i got no voice
so da "chool" didn't came out..
da doc feel like laughing..
i can sense that..
but it's okay..
'cos i feel like laughing and paiseh too..
wahaha..

2006-06-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS on hEr 1st daY of sChOoL

yesterday's the first day of school
there is only one word to describe today... SIANX...
school started at 8am
but as usual.. i was late..
and this time i reached at 8.40am..
with diana..
my "latest" pal
lolx..
3h of CSB (communication skills for business)
followed by 1h break and 1h of CRAA lecture (credit risk analysis & adminstration)
den 2h BD (business development) which proved itself to be the sian-est module today..
and last but not least 2h of banking law...
and i end my school at 5pm..

but it's not the end..
my most awaiting briefing is next!!!...
my china study tour briefing..

i was surprise to find only 5 year threes (for banking option) goes to china..
most of the group makes up of the year twos..
scary..
feel old..
but ironically...
i look younger than most of them...

ms han gave the briefing..
12 days "passed" quickly..
and then she showed us the number of days we'll be staying in each city..
gosh~
the longest stay would be in Hong Kong.. 3 days.. thats all
the rest we'll only be staying for 1 or 2 days..
and ms han said: "This gives you an idea, you do not have enough time to wash your clothes"
but to me that's not the worst part..
the worst part is... we'll be moving almost every day..
which i don't fancy...
then she said that we may not be staying in hotels!!!!!
my god~.. then where will we be staying?
resort's not bad.. but i hope it's not motel.. although i never been to one..
and just when i thought things couldn't get more worse...
the price of the trip raised..
she said the initial $1,300 was wad? oh.. was on the low side..
so now the estimated cost would be $1,400..
and when i thought i still could manage to fork out 100 bucks more..
she said.. but i think $1,400 would be hard too...
which means it's now at least $1,400!
haix

and not to mention i coughed all day..
i bet my classmates are irritated..
but they can't possibly turn round and say "can you please stop coughing?" ritex?
haha..
but i did try to control..
trust me...

2006-06-26T05:24:00.000+08:00

SiAnX pRiNcEsS

i'm coughing and blogging at the same time..
it's 5.20 in the morning..
i should be sleeping...
half and hour more i should be preparing for school le..

let me tell you..
i didn't sleep well...
at all!

i tried to sleep at 11.15pm...
when i finally fell asleep, i believe it should be 11.30 sth pm...
i woke up again...
then i can't sleep...
luckily.. i fell asleep at 2 sth am again...
and i woke up at 3 sth am...
(at least i got an hour of sleep)
then it took me alot of effort to fall asleep again at 3.55am...
and my alarm rang at 4am
gosh.. what the hell ritex?
and i off my alarm and wanted to catch more sleep..
but i woke up at 4.15am.. again..
then i tried my very best to sleep again.. and i finally fell asleep at 4.40am..
my alarm rang at 5am...

i was so frustrated with my sleep that i decided to just wake up and do the e-learning stuff that i haven't completed..
it's something big you know?
'cos i normally go back to sleep...
ask my friends bout it.. (i'm pig *oink* *oink*)

you see?
look how pathetic i am...
i can't even sleep nicely...
and you think when i "finally" fall asleep i'm really asleep?
no..
unfortunately...
i didn't sleep too soundly at all...
haix...

2006-06-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

ExCitEd pRiNcEsS

wooHoo~!~!

i'm so excited.. my blog can finally read chinese le...
wanna know why?
haa..
^secret^
lolx..
no lahx.. it's very hard to explain here...
but you guys have to switch ya encoding to unicode oki?
if not you wun be able to read those chinese words..
it's oki for now.. because i dun have much stuff for you guys..
but maybe some time later i'll be posting those inspiring stories i promised earlier..

anyway..
i'm still sick..
i must have been a bad gal..
kept eating those eaty stuffs and not sleeping..
my throat is beta..
but still hurts...

hmph... hy said she would msg me to discuss bout the metro nap thingy..
but she didn't
she forgot bout me~~...
lolx... i'm glad too...
i'm quite afraid of BD too..
the min i hear there's BD meeting..
i would shiver..
am i exaggerating?
absolutely not..

school's starting...
exam's coming...
but you know wad?
i still feel damn excited..
because...
we're going to ChiNa~~!~!~!~~!~!~!~!~!~
Me, diana, melissa, chuan zhi and douglas...
we are all going..
12 days 11 nitex..
it would be a wonderful experience..

what's more?
we're be travelling to Hong Kong as well..
if i'm not wrong.. we would be spending 4 days there..
and how can we miss the disneyland?
it's cool ritex..?
we'll be going to disneyland..

haix..
it's a pity i can't go with my family..
if not it'll be great to have ah liang there..
he's a kid anyway..
worse..
dar dar would not be with me...
i'll leave him alone of 12 days..
he'll be sad...
i can understand..
'cos me too..
lucky i have diana to be crazy with me...

shitx... my insonmia is coming back..
i dun feel like sleeping again..
ok.. i gotta go..
in case i'm too excited to sleep~..
nitex nitex...

2006-06-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

SiCk PriNcEsS

i'm so sick...
i got fever.. flu.. cough.. and the cause of everything.. my sore throat..
i missed BD meeting with Audrey Lai..
what a waste..
i wanted to tell her all bout our new business model..
cos i feel only me and da jie truly understands it..
so sad..

and i didn't even go and see a doc..
firstly because i couldn't swallow tablets so it would be a waste of time..
secondly.. my dear dear took leave in order to take care of me..
think that's enough for me le..

true enough..
my fever subsided...
although i still feel sick..
but the improvement is amazing..

but dear has orderly tml...
sobx...
no one to take care of me..
blame it on the guy who landed him in this...
*arx* bite him..

school's starting on monday
but i haven't completed all the e-learning assignments...
haix..
school's starting..
no more time with dar dar..
haix...
school's starting..
life's will be like a roller coaster again..
busy..
haix...
school's starting...
bored....................................

2006-06-21T02:31:00.000+08:00

IRON PriNcEsS

now the time is 2.30am
i'm going out soon.. to catch the 3am soccer match...
cool?

the "coolest" thing is...
i haven sleep for 2 days 3 nitex le..

i think i got insonmia
or i don't enjoy sleeping in the nitex...
i think sleeping in the morning is beta..
do you know why?
hmm.. i don't too...
lolx...

i feel that my world is going upside down...
not that it's bad...
just that my morning became my night and vice versa...

i remember melissa once told her bf.. yaowen that i am powerful..
hmm... come to think of it...
i think so too...
wahaha
sobx..
i think something's wrong with me...
=(

i want to go to taiwan...
to study...
to experience the life there

oh shucks... it's 2.33am now.. gtg~
cya~
*mUaCkZ*

2006-06-21T01:58:00.000+08:00

World CUP

world cup craze is now on.. did anyone bet on it?
well... i did... and i've lose a lot of money..

i can accept that i lose... but cannot accept how the teams played their game...
if you think gambling in world cup is all about luck.. you're totally wrong..
if you think gambling in world cup is all bout the good skills the teams have... you're MORE than wrong...

there's actually strategy behind it..
see how czech republic lose to garna... and togo lose to switzerland.. you'll know..
no one's tackling them.. and they simply love to wait till not one but three defenders tackle them before they are willing to pass the ball.. and when they failed... they're just make that kind of expressions...

shucks!

no wonder they are paid to much just to play soccer because they're doubling their role as a soccer player as well as an actor..
all of them can clinch oscar award le..

ohyahx... no wonder david beckham (did i spell his name correctly? whatever) can act in a movie and other soccer players can shoot commercial ads....
shoot... stupid me...

but i'll think i'll still try my luck..
come on~..
it's once in every four years...

wahaha

2006-06-16T19:20:00.000+08:00

IT nOoB pRiNcEsS

i just realise something..
the time written in my blog.. is completely WRONG...
but i couldn't fix it.. now the time's 7.17pm..
but i bet it will display some other "American time" well..
it's ok.. but guys.. please remember it oki?
so you'll won't find it weird..
and ask yourself "why doesn't this bitch sleeps at nitex?"
well... actually i do not.. lolx..
but..
wadeva..
just remember the time's not ritex oki?
tata.. (the time now should be 7.20pm)
=P

2006-06-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

TV aDdiCt PriNcEsS

i'm re-watching "confessions of a teenage drama queen" now and "mean girls" yesterday..
i just love lindsay lohan..
actually i love teenage actresses..
lindsay lohan, hilary duff, rachel mcadams..
they're cute..
and of 'cos cool...
i understand not all peple like "high school" shows..
but i simply love them..
maybe 'cos i yearn to go to one of those schools and experience the life there..
no matter how you look at it..
it would be different from Singapore schools..

now's da GSS season..
but i dun feel anything~!
y?
because without GSS..
the shop's are already on sales..
and da sales are really not that attractive...
the sales items are also not that fantastic
BUT....
haha...
i still managed to buy two tops..
sadly, they're not on sales...
because i love sales..
but hardly any sales items catches my eye..

ohyahx.. and...
i haven't figure out how to edit my blog's template..
my song's not playing at all...
i'm sad.. maybe i'll just blog...
=<

2006-06-14T05:13:00.000+08:00

iDoL dRaMa PriNcEsS

have you all watched ai qing mo fa shi??
it's fantastic..
in my opinion its even better than wang zi bian qing wa..
but i hope the female lead is qiao en..
its very nice though..
the songs are great too..
the show's funny yet touching...

another nice show would be zhong ji yi ban (KO one)..
it's hilarious.. lolx...
those people who likes to play game can consider watching this show..
you'll find it nice.. hmm..

another idol drama is ai sha 17..
but i think it's so-so...
bit draggy...
so when you guys are free..
you can consider watching these shows..

P.S: er zuo ju zhi wen is not bad too... =P

2006-06-14T03:43:00.000+08:00

PriNcEsS haTeS e-lEaRNiNg

your school got e-learning?
you know what's e-learning?
well.. it's a scheme to let students learn through net..
theoratically.. it sounds great
but..
practically.. it sucks!

I think it's my fault..
other than my close friends...
others seem to have done their assignments and enjoy it...
sad...
i'm lazy.. =(
my bad.. =<

i'm watching "七彩學堂(school days)" now..
a show aired very long ago..
i like one of the sayings..
"the purpose of study is to learn.. not to go for examinations"
we should all assess the students through other means ritex?
there must be some way other than examinations..
let me think of it...

haa...
if i succeed...
i think I'll be in MOE...
wahaha...
nitex nitex...
=P

2006-06-12T03:16:00.000+08:00

sianx.. i'm super lousy with blog...
i don't even know how to change my template
and i can't understand "html"!!
i know i sound stupid... well.. actually i am...
but i won't give up!
"不要輕言放棄,否則對不起自己! "

i'm not quite sure whether you guys can see the words in chinese..because up till now..
I CAN'T!
and if this continues on, it would defeat my purpose for setting up a blog..
haix...i know i'm grumbling..
okay~..enough of my nonsense..
let's do something normal --> writing bout my daily life

first.. i played mahjong..
second... i still played mahjong
third... i lost to them..

sad... but it's quite fun..
i believe those who knows how to play mahjong would find it entertaining and of course..time-consuming.. haa~

hey.. but don't think that mahjong is all bout gambling...
you're wrong!
it's actually a very good bonding session with your family..
hmm... maybe the effects are better for typical chinese families.. like mine..
=p

oh.. and i ate canadian pizza today
i think i'll grow to be like a pig one day.. lolx
and i'm fatter...
i want to lose weight.. but at the same time.. i want to eat..
i love eating.. especially in the nitex.. (" ,) heex..
so i guess the only way is to exercise
but i'm lazy..
i can't eat slimming tablets too 'cos i don't even know how to swallow them..
i don't think slimming tea works too..
hmm.. slimming centres are expensive...
haix.. i think i'll just have to cut down on my food.. mY sUpPeR~~!~!~...

gals.. heed my advice... "supper makes you suffer"

wahaha.. i'm crazy~

2006-06-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

every week i'll try my very best to post some inspiring stories for all to share oki?
but maybe some of you will find it antagonising to read my blog..haa..
'cos most of my stories would be in chinese..and in traditional chinese.. so if you can't understand..drop me a msg and i'll translate for you oki?

to start off..i'll share with you a story that i came up with...
here it goes...

從前, 在一個國家里住這一位美麗的公主
但是, 美麗的公主卻很寂寞
沒有人愿意和她做朋友, 因為美麗的公主是個完美主義者, 凡是追求完美的她覺得除了自己, 所有的人都是垃圾
有一天, 寂寞的公主獨自來到森林里
她遇見了一位老者
公主向老者訴苦
然而, 老者卻反問公主: "你高興嗎?"
公主輕輕地瑤了瑤脖子上的腦袋
老者繼續說道: "世界之所以會美好是因為她不完美. 執著於完美主義, 你的世界未必變得更美."
公主若有所思地道別了老者
最後, 公主想通了!
在她最完美的夢想里總是缺乏最壞的打算
不是凡事都會照著自己的想法和理念進行地
如果太過執著, 最後可能得不償失喔!
自從想通了, 公主發現身邊的朋友越來越多, 自己也沒那麼寂寞了

公主已經想通了
持著完美主義的朋友們, 你也想通了嗎?

2006-06-08T23:34:00.001+08:00

初次見面，請多多指教！
hajimemashite..yoroushiku!
希望你在讀了我寫的故事或心情寫照後，心中會有一絲的觸動