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Thursday, March 06, 2008

balderdash

this blog is so dead
but lucky it's not fake
i'm here because i'm bored
this good life is overboard

i think my life's too good
i can now afford all the food
i have such a wonderful life
i can even spend time to queue in the line

i didn't even work today!!!!!
this is such a boring way
i wonder if i'm sane
for yearning for some pain

i don't earn big bucks
but i still can drink starbucks
i earn more than my peers in the bank
working half as hard as them

if someone up there is watching over me
please let my money drop from the tree

BUT

i like to be on the move
hence let me have more work to do

so god
please let me be more busy
so that i won't be so free

flew into your heart at [5:27:00 PM]

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

a WoNdErfUl daY

i woke up on sunday afternoon
feeling as if i have woke up at the wrong side of the bed
aching everywhere
and just feeling irritated

while having my lunch
prince amo and i was watching a show about women giving births
oh my god
it was gross and "painful"
i felt like throwing all my fried bee hoon out

nonetheless
i forced myself to finish watching the whole show
so that i could be a little more mentally prepared when my time comes
*vomit*

after which
i looked at prince amo as he played "his story"--Maple Story
while i just stoned on the bed

then
prince amo suggested that we should go out for a walk
just what i needed most!!!!!!!!!

so he invited adrain kor, jie jie and her bf
and i was so surprise when jie told me that it's late and she gotta change
(reason being because i thought that prince amo only invited kor!)

and our conversation goes like this:

me: "kor, you sure you not going with us??"
kor: "yahx. my mum cooked le. unless you all meeting at 7pm."
me: "well, we just be walking around so if you want you can join us after your dinner."
kor: "hmm... i think next time bahx."
me: "sure, no prob. aniwaes we almost meet at least once a week. =)"
jie: "ah...so late ready. it's time to change but i'm so lazy."
me: "o.O jie you going out?? where you going?"
jie: "lolx!"
me: "??"
jie: "with you!"
me: "really arhx??? wahx..i'm so happy.."
jie: "haha you very easy satisfied lehx.."
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and the rest of the conversation are just our mushy talks

so at 5.30pm
we were all ready to go

upon reaching orchard
jie called sy (her bf) to check where he is
since he still has 10 more minutes before reaching orchard
he asked us to proceed to kino(kuniya) first

so we went there in search of my highlighter
but i just couldn't find it
we even went to art friend to try my luck
but luck is usually not on my side
so you could have guessed da outcome
lolx

thus
we decided to go for dinner
and this is where prince amo got very sweet
(at least i think he's sweet)
he suggested to go to a japanese restaurant as i am craving for japanese cuisine since saturday night
so jie suggested medi-ya at liang's court

and since sy only knows how to walk there
we set off to medi-ya by walking

finally after some long walk
we reached liang's court
and we soon find ourselves thinking of whether to eat in da restaurant or just outside it
(prices are different you see)

so after pacing up and down
and looking at da menus
we finally decided to eat in the restaurant by throwing a coin and letting it decide the fate of our wallets

i was the first one to decide what i wanna eat
(actually i already decided outside the restaurant)
and when all the food were served
i was tremendously happy

reason being because i have chosen a tasty food at long last
(i have always made the wrong choice when it comes to food but this was the first time the food that i ordered tasted so nice)
and everyone except for prince amo were talking at the table

i soon realised that prince amo was still feeling sick and was coughing even more badly than saturday
but in order to please me and make me happy
he suggested this outing
awww
i really felt loved at that point
but he kept assuring me that he's okay
*sweet*

to end the meal sweetly
we ordered desserts
and they were worth the price
every cent of it

actually
the whole meal was worth the price
it wasn't as expensive as we thought too
the bill totaled to $88 for 4
considering that we ordered dessert
the bill was considered reasonable

after leaving the restaurant
we went to medi-ya's supermarket for a walk
and you could see many japanese products sold there
so i bought pocky's men while jie bought curry so that she could cook for us next time
yeahx!

aniwaes
somthing very funny happened at the supermarket
while prince amo took a curry packet to see
he found out that the curry was from glico
i'm not sure if i've misspelled it
but it's from the same brand as pocky
so while sy said "gu-li-ca"
i shouted "gli-co" at the same time

and i immediately remembered the song from the commercial and it's gu-li-ca
so prince amo looked at me and started laughing his ass off
well
i laughed like mad too basically due to embarrassment
haha
you may not find it funny
but i guess you just have to be there in order to be amused by "my humour"

so after shopping at the supermarket
jie suggested we go check up the kino at liang's court
which may have my highlighter

when we were there
guess who we saw??????

edmund chen and xiang yun's whole family
they were really a sweet family
although i like them
i guess i had to give them the privacy they deserve and not harrass them during their family time

fortunately
none of the patrons did
but you could see everyone secretly watching their every move
haa

aniwaes
still my highlighter couldn't be found
so we proceed to MacDonald's for supper
and after a hearty meal
and some small talks
we all headed home

i could ask for nothing more
*sweetx*

flew into your heart at [10:24:00 PM]

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

a buSy SatUrdaY MorNiNg

on a beautiful saturday morning
everything just seems to go wrong

i woke up at 7.30am
soon to find myself asleep again
(i was tired. you see~ i slept at 5+am)
i finally woke up at 7.45 am
to find prince amo having fever and a very bad sore throat

so i asked him if he still wanna attend jap
he said up to me
so in an attempt to be an understanding gf
i said: "it's okay. you sleep bahx."

so i went back to sleep too
but i just couldn't get to sleep!
i felt uneasy

although i have checked da paper to confirm that there would be a free replacement class of 6h...equivalent to 2 lessons
i just couldn't bring myself to sleep
and da noises that came from prince amo's breathing difficulty didn't help at all

so i decided to go myself
i immediately rush out of da room to wash up
BUT
toilet was taken

when i finally got to use it
i found prince amo fully changed ready to attend class with me

to be honest
i was touched

i must admit i wasn't a very good gf

upon knowing that he's still sick
and listening to all those noises makes me irritated
so my mood wasn't very good

but to see prince amo pulled himself out of bed
to accompany a inconsiderate gf makes my heart melt

and he was truly sick
almost like dying

thus after washing up
i told him to change back to his sleeping clothes and go back to sleep
but he refused

it was kinda late but i wouldn't want him to go with him with his condition like that
so i "threatened" not to go if he doesn't stay home at rest

finally he succumbed to my hard and soft approach

seeing how much time i have wasted
i immediately rushed out of da house
"flying" to the MRT station

unfortunately
it was already 8.55am when i reached da station
but my class starts at 9am!!!!

since we couldn't be late for more than 3 times
i turned around and packed breakfast home

in an attempt to compensate da loss of lesson
i watched shomuni (shu wu er ke) in jap

still
missing lesson makes me feel uneasy
or rather
missing jap makes me feel super uneasy
=(

thank god there's replacement lesson
and we can't miss animore!

we have already missed today's lesson
and would be missing next week's too

on a lighter note
kor, koh and i have planned to take up either german or french next year
depending on their schedule

happy

oops
jie's bf reach le
having lunch soon~
till next time
jaa ne~

flew into your heart at [1:08:00 PM]

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

RuBbiSh

i'm starting to feel sadder and sadder day by day

maybe prince amo is right
i'm da kind of person who lives in da past

old memories have been coming back
sometimes through dreams
sometimes it's just flashbacks of it when i'm wide awake

and then i would be filled with total sadness

why??

i wish to know too

when bad memories came back
i would feel bad
"why would things like this happen?" I asked myself
or
"why have things become like this?" I pondered
and i would be angry at myself for not forgetting them
but i can't
they have already been engraved inside my mind

when good memories flowed back
ironically...i felt worse
as i felt that i am slowly losing everything
nothing would stay

friends are all leading new lives
uni lives...or working lives
you name it

they are all packed with things
in the past
only the adults would do

even when i met up with my good friends
things are somewhat different
they would felt that they have changed
and would be unhappy about the fact that they have changed
for da better or for da worse
i don't know
but i always tell them
"in this world, change is inevitable. so as long as your friends can accept the new you, it really doesn't matter how much you have changed. and for that said, i accept you"

i mean every word i said
and this would really put a smile on their face

and i came to a conclusion:
they are forced to grow up
and they're not yet ready for it
hence
they are confused with this transition period

but at the very least
they are now living their new lives
looking at everyone
i realise that i am still on da same platform
stagnant as ever
i somehow refused to move forward
therefore
sometimes i feel lonely
fortunately
my friends are supportive of me
thank them

however
at nitex
when everyone is asleep
i'll start to think:
we were born
we live our life as a child
we live our life as a teenager
we study
then we outgrown our teenage years to become a young adult
we start to work
we get married
we have children
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and the ultmiate result????
we will die

yes
no matter how we lead our lives
the end result would still be da same

regardless or whether you have power or not
wealthy or otherwise
it's still the same

and i would start crying

call me a crybaby
maybe i am

but i really fear death

it's not death itself that i fear
it's da moment of death
just when we were gasping for our last breath

yes
imagine
we were breathing
and sometimes we forget we are breathing
it is so taken for granted that we would not think of it as a big deal

but when we're going to die
our breathing would get slower
and slower
....
and finally we would gasp for that last breath
but we couldn't get it
and so we die
as simple as that

life is just so fragile

i am talking rubbish
absolute rubbish
but somehow
i just had to get it off my chest
but i don't feel like talking to someone about it
so i blog it
so that friends would know without me telling them through my own mouth

rubbish again

i guess i'm just a kid
sad but true

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to twinee:
jia you~
everything would be fine

flew into your heart at [6:36:00 AM]

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

upDatEs

what have i been up to these days???
burning question on some people's mind

well
studying...and being more hardworking than ever

catch no ball??

okay... the fact is that i felt that i have totally wasted my school life
i have not been studying
and in my 3 years of poly
pon-ing classes and going out with frens
and having fun seems more important to me... at that point of time
(well... even if i am going to relive my life again...i guess i would still bent on having as much fun as possible *bleahx*)

yes
i know my grades aren't that lousy
but that's not the point
(i achieved that through studying smart and spotting exam questions
i'm kinda good at that)

but the thing is after graduation
i realised that my knowledge is way too little in order to survive in da real world

my ambition to become a financial planner hasn't changed or wavered (hope i spell correctly) at all

but age is a major concern and obstacle at this present stage of my life
shucks!

cannot advice at all
kept getting sick
lightening my mum's burden

i'm not working
i'm not going uni
in my parents' eyes
i'm wasting my life

but hell no
they are super duper wrong
i AM studying

realising how little my knowledge is
i went to da library and borrow books on finance and business
upgrading myself as much as possible

many of my frens were shocked
haha
i can't blame them
i'm more hardworking than when i'm studying in school

kekex
frens who knows me knows that i love studying
just that i hate attending classes
so going to school is a chore... at least to me

so these days
i'm reading
learning
studying
and tutoring prince amo for AFP

and i'm definitely going on to AWP and ultimately CFP
i want to complete them before i turn 21

i hope to get da SIM scholarship too
so that i can study with prince amo next year

my life seems boring
but it's actually quite interesting

to be honest
sometimes i do envy my frens commanding good salary now
but on da other hand
looking at how tired they are
i think they rather be in my shoes

shitex
haha
it's late
and i dunno if my entry makes sense

da bottom line is:
i'm basically spending my time reading more books and resting (i'm super sick) for maybe a year???

meanwhile
let's just hope that i can obtain more knowledge and be a wiser person
=)

flew into your heart at [3:13:00 AM]

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Read my Synopsis

so many things have happened
and all are fun
but with my lappie spoilt
i can't upload the pictures
so i shall wait till my lappie's repaired before i talk bout the 120durian outing and the meet up with twinee and diana

anyway
if you haven't watch 100% Senorita (qian jin bai fen bai) before
you can read the synopsis from the link below

http://ch.shvoong.com/books/play/1617699-100% Senorita Synopsis

haha
it's in English
=)

flew into your heart at [5:42:00 PM]

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Monday, June 04, 2007

haPpY... NOT!

life is so unpredictable
this is definitely not da best weekend i've spent

on saturday morning
at bout 3.30am
da phone rang

and i told prince amo that when da phone rings in da middle of da nite
there'll only be 2 possibilities:
1) a ghost called and is trying to play a prank on us
2) it's bad news

and my foul mouth is always ritex
one of prince amo's relative has called to say that his aunt has passed away

so his mum and dad quickly got dressed and went out
and da next day we were all at da wake

not a very nice experience

i could tell that prince amo's super duper sad
he kept saying "humans are lidat... they all leave without warning"

at that point of time
i really didn't know how to comfort him except giving him a big hug

at da wake
it was actually da first time his sis and i had such a long talk

we talked bout marriage, children, work, future and families
it's nice talking to her
i actually felt close to her
:)

but guess i've to get myself together
'cos i'm meeting a client with Eric tml

a real opportunity to see how financial advisers actually work
=)

hope nothing bad crops up

flew into your heart at [9:14:00 PM]

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

GaNbattE!

this post is dedicated to diana and myself
jia you jia you jia you!!!!

only she and i would know what we've been through

we can't be defeated so easily

there's so much to say
but i'm clueless as to where to start

but one thing i'm sure

i'm going to close up and hide in my own little world again
it doesn't pay to open up to people
and when i feel like i'm ready to do that
things happen to make me hide back again
just like a tortise hiding its head back into its shell

explanation is futile
i din even try
so many things had happened
and one of them is truly devastating
a good friend of mine passed away recently
who in da world had time to think bout other things???

i din even want to tell them
all i did was just swallow every single thing said to me
no no
it took me 2 and a half years to open up to melly
it's only been a few months
so there's a mountain of things that others might not know

think my actions are kinda weird today
but it's nothing
i'm just living in my own world
a world full of nice people
colourful flowers
sun to give out warmth
and a world filled with joy and laughter

on a lighter note
i'll be meeting twinee for lunch soon and beloved diana for dinner
she's having a hard time too
haix

flew into your heart at [12:11:00 AM]

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

DraW a hOuSe

i discovered a very cute personality test when i read linching's bloggie
it's bout drawing your dream home

although linching said it ain't true
i decided to give it a try...out of boredom
(prince amo is having orderly today)

and i had to re-draw it when i accidentally pressed back
and in da end
even though it says there "optional"
i still went on to colour my dream home

and after answering a 10 questions

this is what i get:

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

lolx

funny ritex

ohyahx
and i found out somthing recently
if you have some fats at your cheeks
it means that you'll lead a good life
and even if you lose weight
your cheeks would still be "fatty"
wahaha
i belong to this category lehx
lolx

but i guess i'll have to curb my craving for food
i've been eating like a pig for da last 2 weeks
and mostly at night
i'm not hungry
i just wanna eat

but surprisingly
i've lost 1kg

haha
i started out with 47kg in poly year 1
increased weight to 48kg
and now
my weight is 42kg
and da fact that i didn't exercise and continues to eat like a pig
made da figures amazing but true

so lucky

lolx

flew into your heart at [2:18:00 PM]

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Friday, May 18, 2007

i'M still siCk~

hi guys
it's been quite some time since i disappear
lolx

well
after staying up and sleeping only at 7am
1 week in a row
i'm announced... SICK

it all started with a small sore throat
then came da fever
(da fever actually come and go)
and it ended nicely with a cough

haha

no income for a week again
quite sad

but luckily for me
prince amo had a very bad sprain on his ankle last fri
and so he got a week mc "too"

enough of my boring life

let me tell ya something i decided
i wanna learn japanese...properly

cos i realised learning it on my own has its restrictions
ya
my jap did improve tremendously
but i wanna learn it from a proper master

so after i get my pay
i'm gonna sign up with bunka

hehe
i told prince amo this:

"i'm gonna retire at da age of 40 and then be a translator at chuang yi comics"

hopefully lahx
that's my ideal dream
kekex

ohyahx
it's lenny's birthday yesterday
hApPy biRthdaY cheekopek
wahaha
and it's my monthly-versary today
happy

i'm troubled with money issues
money is really not enough
damn
but i wanna work shorter hours
so i'll earn much much much lesser
darn
whatever
health is more important i guess
=)

oh.. and once again
congrats to melly on passing m5
think she'll be gonig for her m9 soon
ganbatte~!
=p

flew into your heart at [2:15:00 PM]

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

uPDatEs UpDateS

yoohoo~
melly's right
i should really update
it's been a long time since i blogged

well
i've been rotting at home for da past week looking after my sick baby brother
but da feeling's great
not that it's great that my baby bro's sick
but rather
be able to spend quality time with my family makes me feel great
and happy

sacrifice must be made of course
and this means that i've not been working for a week
damn
should i say i'm just lazy

i made a promise to myself to work diligently da whole of this may
but da fact is
i failed myself
=(

haix
but i think i should change my working schedule
instead of working till 9pm of 10pm
maybe i should just work till 6pm

arh~!!!
but bridging course is starting in june
i should persevere at least till bridging course starts
haix haix
money is a huge problem now for me
i'm only left with $20 odd in my account
and with travelling around
i would have to top up my ez link again
awwwwwwwwwww
i miss da days where we can buy concession
travelling is really a burden for me

i'm going to work for da whole of next week
hopefully my body can take it
diana has fallen sick due to work
(or so i believe..heex)
i dun wanna end up like her
told her should take more rest le
=)

hmmm
i actually miss my colleagues
jeslyn melly lenny joanne and so many more
bleahx

oh
i know it's kinda random
but i love my family
my prince
and my friends
kekex
=p

Note to Self:
i must overcome my laziness
otherwise
i won't succeed in anything!

flew into your heart at [1:57:00 AM]

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

aNotHeR haPpY daY

ooPs
i skipped work today
not on purpose of course
i wanted to go but i have to collect da registered mail as today is da last day before it gets sent back to da sender
da prob is: i didn't receive da notification paper
fortunately
prince amo's sis got registered mail too
so da 3 of us went down to upper thomson (da nearest post office) to collect her mail
and da lady was nice to help me find my mail
so happy
heex

but da clothes wasn't what i thought it would be
da colours differ from da pictures
for eg da princess dress which was supposed to be pure white turned out to be a little dirty white
and that's not all
da material wasn't comfortable at all
so was all da sewing done on da beads
but who can i blame except for myself??

aniwaes
i was late for work and if i did go
i would reach there quite late
so i decided to message alvan to tell him that i won't be going today
hehex
luckily he's not angry
=)

so after having pratas
we took bus to harbour front to meet prince amo's sis's bf
kekex
after dinner we went to arcade
it is da quietest arcade i have been too just like what prince amo's sis described
haa
so da four of us had some fun
walked around and went home

it was simple
but precisely because it was so simple that i felt good
and sweet
nothing beats spending time with your loved ones
:)

and i'm going tao tml~!~!~!~!~!~~!
i'm so excited
i've been wanting to go there since da last time i've been there
lolx
and tml's attendance is:
prince amo
princessyingx (moi)
adrain
ben
eng chuan
and
guowei

it would defintely be a fantastic meal
food will be good and da company would be marvellous
heex

shootz
i'm hungry...yes...again
haha
gonna wake prince amo up to cook instant noodles
(i didn't force him in case you guys misunderstood..haha..he just asked me to wake him up now so that we can have supper today)

it's gonna be a sweeeeeeeeeet supper
*bleahx*
=p

flew into your heart at [12:20:00 AM]

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

i'M fEeliNg doWn dOwN doWn...

just like what da title says
i don't feel good

my stomach's hurting like hell
and that because i commited a sin -- gluttony
lolx

but what's worse is i feel sandwiched
i dun wanna bring trouble to others or put others in a difficult spot
but i guess sometimes da consequences are complimentary to da choices i made

i would not show bias-ness i swear
i would work my ass off equally i swear
all i want is to work towards my goal as a financial planner and hopefully i would gain enough experience and skills before i reach 21 years old
i would not put anyone in a difficult spot
i would make sure there's no conflict of interest
and i swear that i would take a break if i can't take it
in order to be fair to all 4 bosses

so i'm working tue to sat in da morning
and mon to fri in da nitex
my bosses are all worried that i would be exhausted and burnt out
but i find it ok lehx

haha
i'm talking big lahx
i haven't really worked for one full day yet
but i would start from next wed
let's see how things go bahx

trust me
i wanna earn as much as possible before i start my bridging course
cos i need to support myself before school officially starts
=)

and i'm excited to see how many appointments my "day bosses" can close
i've not earned any commissions yet
so if they are able to close someone
it would really be a big boost of my morale
cool ritex
heex
(" ,)

but come to think of it
i'm starting to be really afraid of someone
he seems deep
too intimidating
he's a nice guy
just that i feel really "swallowed" when i'm near him
guess only melly knows what i'm talking bout
:)

aniwaes
i'm really happy for diana for finding a rather good job (in terms of da pay)
she's really commanding a rather high income
=p
but i hope people relationships would improve for her
i dun wan her to feel outcasted or unwelcomed
that is da worst thing you can feel when you're in a new environment ritex?
thank god i get along well with my colleagues (rather well lahx.. i've not worked for long also)

ohyahx
and pardon me for saying this
some university are really a pain in da ass
kept calling and calling and calling and calling
even called my house
hello~
FYI.. i've already turned it down
so for goodness sake
stop bombing my phone with 4-5 calls a day for almost a week
scary
and irritating
=(

flew into your heart at [11:34:00 PM]

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

JuSt aNotHeR daY

hiyee peeps
i'm back
actually i'm back for almost a week le
just that i'm quite lazy to update
haa

well
genting wasn't that fun when you can't go into da casino
on da contrary
i find it damn boring
dunno why
food there are damn expensive
and not exactly fantastic

worse still
we were both sick
prince amo and me
and after my gathering with jh, hy, dennis and mal
i went home finding prince amo having a very high fever
so i spent da nitex putting cloths on his head, neck, legs, arms whichever place that's hot
if you get what i mean

and so
i din sleep a wink before i set off for genting
so i was da one getting sick da next day
we have indigestion there and he has fever again while i have sore throat
such i bad trip huh
lolx
fortunately, prince amo's there to make da whole trip a bit more fun

and well since it's his birhtday treat
we shall say happy birthday to him huh

haha so now i'm back
but i haven't returned to work at all cos my bosses are all not in town
and i ain't feeling very well too

oh
and just to let you guys know
i've received da acceptance letter from NTU and i've also gotten da scholarship
so i'm put into a dilemma again

but after much thinking
i've decided to stick with my origial plan to go to SIM
i hope i made da right choice
but i won't look back
*determined*

my bestie has also decided to turn down NTU and go to UNSW
cos she wants da double degree there
so cool ritex
kekex

and i was so shocked yesterday when diana told me bout her new plans
she decided to stop studying for a year to work in Credit Suisse
some backroom operations creating products i think
at least this is sth related to banking
=)
and her parents are supportive of her
so i'm happy for her too
and she has signed da contract last week
so even if she change her mind again
she would have to work for them at least a year
yahx
i'm shocked
'cos she told no one bout this
i think hy still doesn't know too
but she has applied for SIM so she said she would be just wasting da application fee
i wish her luck no matter what she does

as for huiying
she hasn't applied for SIM yet
and i think she's still thinking whether or not to apply
but i think she should 'cos she hasn't found any job yet
hmmm
let's just say
hope to see her in SIM~

junhong is doing good
working in DHL in da logistics dept i think
and he looks totally like a businessman now
just like what i've always called him
lolx

and mal is still slacking at home
so lazy
but just like me lahx
i got work=i no work
lolx

dennis is also rotting at home
hmmm
dun blame them
it really feels good to rot at home
haha

so melly dear is damn busy with her bridging course, work, friends, bf, AWP and all that
i bet she's tired
and she advised me not to take da AWP first as it would crash with my bridging course
she's absolutely right so i guess i would heed her advice
=p

where's twinee
and what is he doing now??
actually i'm not sure
we haven't contact for like ages
(fyi: when i'm at home, i don't usually care bout my phone so it's kinda hard to contact me when i'm not outside *bleahx*)
but i guess he would still be working hard now

ohyahx
i've got a piece of good news....
i've passed my AFP
bravo ritex??

haha

oh.. and i really have to start working hard from next week onwards when my good boss comes back
*oOpS*

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

uSelEsS foOl

i'm such a useless piece of shit
i screwed up da present

i shouldn't have waited till da last day to print everything
now da colours doesn't come out

i really don't understand
i used black background
and da colours looked beautiful
so naturally
i spent tons of money buying black paper
but da colour just doesn't come out

why is this so??
can anyone tell me

it's useless
i'll be out in an hour or so
i'll need to wake up at 4.30am later

how da hell am i gonna make this work??
i thought of transferring it into ppt
but den it loses da "bang".. doesn't it??

it's supposed to be a book
for goodness sake
what shall i do now??
i really have no fucking idea

i'm desparate here
it's been a long time since i've gave him a decent present
so why must this happen to me

you can't expect me to write 52 pages of things out
excluding all da little extras there ritex??

i'm seriously running out of time
think i gotta spend some money to buy a present for him

yea
plan B!!!!!!
buy a present
although it's not as precious as da book
but i'll try to make da book work and give it to him da other time round

okay
i shall leave home earlier
brave da rain and storm outside
to search a good and decent present for him

all that said
i'm still a useless fool
useless piece of shit
i never do anything ritex

Mood: depressed, desperate, feeling useless and lost

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

GathEriNg

tml we will be going to settler's cafe

i have never been there
i guess no one has been there
this is Mr Goh Jun Hong's great idea
so he'll better make sure it's good

wahaha

so tml's attendees would be
Mr Goh Jun Hong (half da-organiser)
Miss Chin Jie Ying (moi - da other half organiser)
Mr Malcolm Soh
Miss Lim Hui Ying
and last but not least
Mr Dennis Oh

we would be having dinner
and playing boardgames (this is what jh wants)

but guys
i'll be leaving very early on friday morning
so i can't stay too late huh
and i haven't finish up my birthday present
haha

but all da same
i miss ya guys
=)
let's have fun tml
hehex

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i'M blEsSeD

i think i can slightly understand da difference between "blessed" and "lucky"
and i can understand a little why twinee says i'm a "ti gong zai"

guess i'm really blessed
i was so shocked to find out that
it was not prince amo who prepare my breakfast every morning
but rather
his mum

cos this morning
when i woke up and went to pee
i saw prince amo's mum preparing da breakfast
packing my bread
and she even told me
"jieying, this bread is for you"

my~
i could feel my tears filling in my eyes
i was truly touched

just because i love ice-cream
his mum would always stock up da freezer with tons of ice-cream

just because i love to watch tv
and da room's tv is spoilt (no colours)
his sis upgraded da starhub plan in order to get a new tv for me

just because i wanted a digital camera
his mum bought Sony T10 for us
with a camera printer

and just because...just because...

i wasn't even part of da family

or should i say i'm now part of da family?

-blessed-

and come to think of it
i was under constant care of people around me

i'm really blessed
i truly am
and when i think of this
it doesn't really matter the small unhappiness i've faced
because they're just nothing

=)

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Saturday, April 07, 2007

Shagged

it's 4.37am now
i'm tired
very very tired
my eyes are closing

and i just finished editing first part of da birthday present
it's actually done on wed
but i only had the time to edit it and polish it up today
as prince amo had to go for orderly on good friday
which means he won't be around

but as usual
i started late
woke up at bout 2pm
and after having lunch
i wanted to go to POPULAR to buy some materials

so i asked if my mum wanna go with me
but she has to deliver yakult first
but in order not to disappoint me
she said da whole family would go white sands for dinner

yeahx
haha
so during evening
everyone (except my younger brother - ah di) went for dinner together

and by da time i reached home
it's bout 9 pm
so i started with my work again

editing isn't an easy job
as i've experienced in da whole of my poly life
but it's worse editing a birthday present
because
my expectations for myself are way way higher

i wanted it to be
special
beautiful
and as perfect as possible
so it took me bout 7h to edit 3 days of work

of course
i deviate a little
ate supper and chat with my younger brother

he's telling me his life in army
haha
and his best reward from da army life is....
a better body
he lose 7kg of weight lehx
he's so proud of it
lolx

so now
i'm replying my friendster mails
(i haven't touched them in ages)
and bathe again
(it's damn hot)
study a little jap
(self-study i mean)
and finally
have a good morning's sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

it's 4.44am now
guess i'll only be sleeping in 7am in da morning
this can't go on
da most for another 1 week
(eh.. alright.. i have been like this since sec 3)

dotx
i'm crapping
time to go
jaae~

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

What a daY

scary
i had a really bad dream yesterday nitex

diana said that whenever you dreamt that someone's dead
your life would be shorten
this news is especially shocking to me since i'm afraid of death
and in my dream
3 person died so i have shorten my life for how many years??
my god

and this dream resulted in me oversleeping
i woke up at 3.30pm lehx
so late
yet i got so many stuffs left to do

cos i decided to redo da birthday present
so i have to start from scratch
and i haven't got the ingredients all ready yet
time is really running out for me
gosh

nonetheless
i started by printing, cutting and sorting the pictures
it took me more than 2h to do so
and although i've printed, cut and sorted the pictures from the camera
i'm still left with a few pictures on my phone
and since i started late
i had not much time left for printing pictures from my phone

so carefully
i started tidying up the room
keeping the printers
putting the used catridge and shreds of paper insde a drawer
(i can't possibly throw them in a bin or else he'll find out!)
so quickly and carefully
i finished tidying up
phew
i'm racing against da clock as he would be back anytime soon

alas
mission clear!!!
lucky
and so when he came back
we ate our dinner together

ooh... what a day

ps:
twinee~!!
surprised that you actually had time to read my blog
haha
you miss me
i know
lolx
well just wanna tell you to stop having those weird thinking oki??
let's meet up when i come back from genting
ohyahx
and dun think i can forgive you for not tagging horx
haha
take care~
tata
(" ,)

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

sHoUtOutS

the birthday present in the making is moving as slow as a snail
i tried my best
but it really takes up alot of time doing it
guess it'll need a bit of money in putting it altogether too
haha
i hope it's not too ex

jia you jia you!

oh.. and linching
you must jia you also worx
don't find yourself dumb or stupid
cos i know you're not
you double science lehx
i only combined science
haha
see
you're clever
just be sure of your own path in future
so you'll feel happy to learn
and not dread studying
heex

next thur i'll be meeting junhong
after 630pm lehx
so late
and he even wants to stay very very very late
haha
he miss me
wahaha
he say de
lalala
but i'm going genting next friday very early in da morning
so i guess either i take a cab home or i'll just leave earlier

junhong you should bring your gf along lorx
no need paisehx de
haha
hy's still haven't confirmed her attendance yet
and i haven't asked dennis yet
so we'll confirm again oki?
but the both of us will definitely meet de
don't worry

so twinee
what you doing now??
still as busy huh
i guess you dun have time to read my bloggie bahx
haa
you might not even know i've started blogging again
kekex
but if you read this entry
tag me horx
and msg me immediately upon knowing you enlistment date okie?
deal
ok

shall continue watching one piece on youtube
and at the same time continuing the greatest birthday gift ever
heex

later guys~

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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

JuSt mY luCk

okay
name me a suay-er person you have met in your life

i was preparing prince amo's birthday present using da help of my lappie
when he suddenly came back
so out of anxiousness
i let my lappie hibernate by closing da screen

he never ever open my lappie to see what i'm doing
and i repeat never!
but on this fateful day
to my horror
he actually lifted da screen

oh mama
how unlucky can i be
i haven't exited da program yet!

although i shrieked immediately
i bet he saw what i'm doing

boring
da surprise element must have dropped to da lowest
so disappointed

it's all his fault for spoiling da surprise
no
it's just my luck
=(

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BoOoOooOoOoOriNg

melly started her bridging course yesterday
well
according to her
it wasn't fun cos it was boring
haa
and difficult too

but she's so lucky to see familiar places there
jiamin, carolyn and angel
damn
i'll be starting mine in june
and i doubt there'll be any familiar faces
but that's okay
i've grown up
so i'm much more independent now
haa

but da good thing is
if both pass this bridging course
we would both be in da same year and most prob in da same lecture
as we are taking da same course

i should have applied earlier so that i can squeeze into da april's class
this way
i would only miss 3 lessons of AWP
but now
i totally clashes with each other

and da bad news is
da next class only opens in january 2008!
i have to wait for another year!
that sucks
i want to get da CFP asap
dun ask me why
i just want too
bleahx

kinda relax
i'm given a one week's leave to rest at home (although it's upon my request kekex)
due to a stupidly freaky accident

well
what can you expect from an accident prone freak like me?
lolx
and there's internal injury
not funny
there's a constant pain
and it really hurts
haix

i hope i won't die so young
i haven't prepare da birthday present for prince amo yet
trust me
it would be da best birthday present he ever received
haha
expect nothing less from me

oh
and i would be meeting jh before i leave for genting
probably royce too
and most likely my twinee, ak
he's been busy earning money
hope he takes care of his health
and diana we promised to go tao
and maybe melody as we promised to play ball together
did i miss anyone out??
oh
cenying jie after her exams
brandon kor when he get his first pay (he's gonna treat me to a steak feast woot!)
joanne maybe haha
and who did i miss out
oh.. and huiying da jie too.. we needa do some catch-up
and yes
melly
cos we won't be seeing each other that often after she starts her bridging course
hmmm
let me think
malcolm too
and raymond.. a manager in la mian xiao long bao (he wants to treat me and prince amo.. lolx)
i think that's all for now

kekex
well
life's ain't that boring afterall
hahaha

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Monday, April 02, 2007

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...Other things you do are downright strangeYou've got a little of your freak going onBut you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How'>Normal Are You?

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gEntiNg gEtaWaY

yea
i'm leaving on da 13th of april
to genting highlands!!!!!!!!!!!

haha
it's a birthday gift from me to prince amo
i paid for da trip okie??

but i think it isn't enough
i wanna make him a birthday present too

oooh
i can't wait
it's been a long time since i've been there
and i believe many things would have changed by now
haa
good
at least we wouuld be seeing different things
and i wanna go into that casino and try my luck off da jackpot machine
cool

da mere thought of it makes me excited
this year would be da most memorable birthday celebration with him
i hope he likes it
=p

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PriNcEsS's diLeMmA.... aGaiN

okie
i know i'm damn irritating and idiotic
but i can't help feeling unsure

gosh
NUS called last week when i was still in bed and our conversation goes like this:

NUS: "hi, is this Chin Jie Ying?"
ME (still in my sleeping mode): "ya....."
NUS: "oh hi, we'll liked to let you know that you haven't submitted your documents and can you please submit them to us by this friday?"
ME (still in my sleeping mode): "ok...."
NUS: "ohyahx.. and can you also make payment by this friday?"
ME: (still in my sleeping mode): "orhx..."

ya.. and if you're wondering
i applied for NUS
but i din submit da documents nor make payment
da reason is very simple
they require too many documents and i'm really lazy to find them
so yupx
in da end i still didn't submit da docs nor pay da application

i just dun feel like going to NUS
and i'm just puzzled
why did they call me only but not prince amo
we did da same things

so now left with NTU and SIM
yea.. i know i would get a place in both schools
but which one should i choose?

NTU is considered cheaper and my parents should be able to afford it
but da banking and finance is not specialised
and when i get da degree it would only be under a business degree
ohyahx.. but i applied for accountancy
haha

SIM is more specialised
and there's only lectures no projects which i absolutely love da system
poly's projects are enough
they're a nightmare
but SIM is more expensive and my parents can't use CPF
although i can get da scholarship
but my dad says there may be somebody who walk from back doors
which means to say i may not get it
but with my grades
if i can't get scholarship in SIM
it's really unbelievable

but if i take SIM, da bridging course starts in june
den it would clash with my AWP (Associate Wealth Planner)
but if i take NTU, da curriculum would be damn heavy and i'm afraid i may not have da time to work
but i wanna work!
i wanna be a financial planner
and even if i go to NTU, i won't stay in da hall
which means i would have to wake up damn early everyday and travel around singapore
but NTU provides direct honours
which is good as i can save 1 year in getting honours
and alvan says accountancy is good as they study taxation which can help me in my career in da future

seriously
i dun really know why am i going uni
when all schools dun provide a course call financial planning
other den da professional certs that i'm getting
degree really doesn't help me
i've ready got a job
there's ready a company who would hire me
omg
this is seriously getting nowhere

and han peng told me he rather i go get da CHFC
ya.. i want to
but wait till i complete my CFP

oh
and if i'm in NTU
does it mean that i have to go through freshmen orientation and join CCAs
where in da world would i find da time for those things??
SIM is better in this aspect
but da bridging course is really a headache
they need 75% attendance also
gosh
why do i need to fulfill attendance rate once again??
or maybe i should just go for UOL self study
really think it would be better
but i dun really have da discipline to study
arghx

god help me
give me some indication as to where i should go
please??

ps: i know this post is rather bitchy
but just bear with me a little will you??
=p

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

NigHtMaRe

haha
guess what?
i haven't sleep yet
yesh
you didn't see wrongly
i haven't sleep yet!!!!

and just in case you're wondering what i'm doing
i'm actually replying mails from friendster
and i still reply selectively
but it took me da whole nitex
pengx

if you think i'm crazy
i absolutely agree with you
but if i dun start replying
my friendster email would be bursting
flooded with mails

OoO
my eyes hurts
-sobx-

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Friday, March 16, 2007

I M POSSIBLE

my life has been eventful and happening
and although i wanted to share my life with you
i'm bit lazy to do so
but i told myself that i'll share with you what happened today
=p

today's da event day for da company i'm working part-time at
truly honoured to be invited and would really like to thank Eric for getting 2 tickets for me and melly to attend

overall
i've enjoyed almost every single moment of da event
except for da fact that my stomach is damn pain because my auntie that visits me monthly chose to visit me today
haa

i had fun
simply because you could feel da energy in everyone
da passion in all of them

and da MC's really funny and cute
heex

i'm just glad that i get da chance to attend this event

impossible
is spelt as I M POSSIBLE
this is what i learnt today
agree

but da one person that touched me most is Dr William Tan
he's truly an inspiring person

contracted polio virus at da age of 2
and he found himself disabled and has to be wheelchaired-bound for da rest of his life
but his family couldn't afford a wheelchair at that time
no clutches
no stretches
he could only spent his childhood days crawling on da floor

however
even in times of difficulties
even when they have countless reasons to complain
they chose to smile
his family believed that da only way to Dr William's success is education
and so they sent him to a kindergarden school

but it wasn't easy for him
da other kids noticed that he's different from them
he couldn't walk
he couldn't run
he needs someone else to carry him in and he would sit on da chair for da rest of da day
so they started bullying him
some more daring ones even went up to pull his ear and hair and then run away
just because he couldn't chase after them
doesn't mean he would not retaliate
he was furious
and so he decided to "fight back"
he became very alert
whenever he sense a hand coming
he would bite them off
eventually
he became a kindergarden drop-out

his family didn't gave up
they continued to enrol him into Selegie Primary School despite of Dr William's bad record
(well Dr William, i have much more bad record than you =p)
and this time
he promised himself he would bite anyone anymore
because he knew this is his only chance

so he decided to proof to others he could do it through academic means
and sure enough he topped his primary school

but being disabled
it means there will be no PE lessons for him
and his teacher told him
"William, you have a very heavy responsibility that is to look after all da bags"
and if you think all disabled couldn't do sport
YOU'RE WRONG

one day
he saw a man on da newspaper that runs compete in his wheelchair
(something lidat i couldn't remember properly)
he immediately took a cab and rushed down to find that man
Dr William borrowed dat man's wheelchair and started to "run" (in it)
and that man saw da raw talent in him

that is how he started his marathon career
now known as da marathon man
and his most recent accomplishment
"raced 10 marathons in 7 continents within 70 days"
truly remarkable!

he may have met with countless obstacles
he may have felt like giving up
but he didn't
he persevered
because he has da right mindset
and he believed I M POSSIBLE

during his speech
i teared several times
i was so touched that i can't contain my tears and i had to use my blotter to wipe it away
(cos i dun have tissue and i dare not ask for one)

and after his speech
da whole hall was touched
(i think.. or almost da whole hall)
and everyone stood up and clapped
for a really long time

i'm not a good story-teller
thus you might not understand da reason why we were touched
well
i only wrote some important things and things that i could remember
if you guys wanna know more
you can purchase his book
if i'm not wrong
da title is "no journey too tough"
i'm going to buy one and i'll share his story again with you

=D

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Friday, March 02, 2007

i hate aCciDeNtS

my gosh
i feel so busted right now
i actually deleted caiying's testi for me

sobx sobx
miss her sia
how can i do something so stupid
how can i be so careless????
argh

hate me
-bleahx-

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

it's bEeN a loNg tiMe

it's been a long time since i blog
haha
i'm just lazy

well
just to update u guys on my life

i'm great
having a nice time everyday
i love being a tai tai
wahaha

leaving SP is just a relieve for me
for me to start on a brand new chapter of my life
i'm actually kinda excited but scared at da same time

questions on going to uni is still bugging me from my relatives
i thought i have successfully avoided it when i decided not to turn up at my uncle's house
(we would be going there every year on da 1st day)
but goddammit
calls have been haunting me day in day out
and they insisted that i meet them up on this sunday
at my xiao yi yi's house
"oki.. sure i'll go"
i know this time i can't avoid da burning questions in their mind anymore
haix

and i'm such a blur queen
i've sent my resume to da only company i want to join
and i actually put my contact number as my mum's
guess i'm missing her
haha

so it took Siti quite some time to be able to contact me
woot
i was quite shocked to receive her call
to be very honest
lolx
and before hanging up
she said "is this confirm your contact number?"
and i replied "yupx"
haha..that's when she started saying "do you know how i got your number?"
"eh.. my resume?" i hesitated
"No~... from your mother!" she "shrieked"
haha
i was so paisehx
but my prince say it's oki... it's over

oh
i didn't mentioned that i'm going for an interview soon?
haha..see~
i'm blur
bleahx

i guess 2007 would be a good year for me and da ppl around me

firstly
i have never won a single cent from black jack from da adults
(my mother's colleagues in da past.. they come my house every year)
but i actually won a solid 70 bucks this year
and i didn't even have to fork out any capital
my father provided me with 10 bucks
amazing

secondly
i'm meeting jy next mon
in case u thought i'm taking to myself
no no
jy's my best friend
her name's jueying
haha
similar to mine
that's y i like her
lolx
and she pEi-ing me to da interview

thirdly
prince amo's sis has secured herself a new job in NUS lab
happy for her
she went to sign da contract today
i guess she'll be starting work tml

haha
da others are just between me and my prince
guess i'll keep that to myself
kekex
so as not to bore u guys

aniwaes
my jap is improving as i started picking up da books and learn them
i self taught myself jap
kinda proud of myself

wish me luck for my interview
i really hope to get this job
otherwise
i'll go uni
just like everyone
just like what everyone wants me to

=p
happy chinese new year to ya all too!!!!

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Monday, February 12, 2007

diScOuRagEd PriNcEsS

why isn't anyone supporting my decision?
(except for my prince)
it's not a reckless decision
i've thought it through and through for many months

all i need is some support
that's all i'm asking for
is that so difficult?

uni's great
but i just wanna walk my path

no matter how much discouragement i've got
i would not change my mind

it's set

it's final

i'll show you all my decision is right

=)

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Saturday, December 30, 2006

gaMiNg PriNcEsS

i dislike friendster
i know da topic is different from what i suggest from my title
but please let me whine for a little while

THEY (friendster) complained that da file size of my photos are too big
so i can't really upload da photos on frienster
dumb

anyway
i've bought some really cute t-shirts in thailand as well as in Singapore
ps: i bought more in Singapore

i think i'll wear them to school when school reopens
i've even thought of da perfect shirt to wear on thursday
haha
i think it will suit me perfectly
i hope there wouldn't be any hiccups in da last semester or rather 3 weeks
otherwise
all my efforts to be a good and "obedient" gal to go to school would all be wasted

ohyahx
and i'm recently into neopets again
i realise i can't leave my 4 million + hanging there
i should at least collect interest for my neopoints
since i've not been an active neopia-er since like 2 years ago?
all da free gifts that i got are good
i think that's to induce me to play again

well
they succeed i guess
i've been playing it from bout 11pm yesterday (friday) to 4pm today (saturday)
whoops
that's more than 12 hours
haha
i'm seriously dying
fortunately i managed to catch a nap till 10 pm before waking up and have my dinner

i'm going to resume my game
i need to earn lotsa money in order to buy my collection
hehex
can't wait
=P

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Friday, December 29, 2006

PriNcEsS raNdoM talkS

i really takes my hat off regular bloggers
seriously
uploading photos is a chore
so ma fan
and annoying

i actually wanted to share with you guys my experience in thailand
but da stupid photos kept giving me problems
irritating

so i've saved what i've wrote earlier (bout da thailand trip)
and intend to add on when i have absolutely nothing to do
hehe

but da photos would not be a waste
think i'll print them out
i have a better idea for it
but it all gotta wait
for da right time
=X

ohyahx
and i've finished watching simple life 4 - till death do us part
it's quite funny and dumb
but mind you
da gals (paris hilton and nicole richie) are not as stupid or dumb as it seems
they are clever
that's why they can survive in da entertainment biz

there's a chinese saying "ban zhu chi lao hu" (扮豬吃老虎)
i think it perfectly describes them

today's my youngest brother's birthday
i love and dote on him alot
haha
so we're going for a celebration later
i even sent him an sms to wish him happy birthday to our house phone
so that da operator or whoever would read my message out to him
and he called me back immediately after hearing my blessings
wonder what will we eat later
not swensens again please
prince amo is already saying that we're very uncreative
and i agree
hope we could go for something cheaper yet nicer
=p

aniwaes
holidays is passing like a flash of lightning
so fast
and last week is to be dedicated to BD
damn sianx
i don't feel like i've had enough rest
i hope school don't start so soon

on da other hand
i hope it starts sooner
so that i can graduate soon and have my holidays again
*bleahx*

ohyahx
just to let ya know
things in Singapore are actually cheaper than in Thailand
and an interesting tip for you
Giodarno is like a branded brand there
their jeans costs near 100 sing
so scary
i wouldn't even buy a 30+ sing jeans in Singapore
that's so expensive in my opinion
i think only some of da accessories are worth buying
'cos most of them are still quite expensive and not worth it
like a bracelet i bought
it cost me S$4.50
it's considered expensive
hmmm
maybe i went to da wrong places

i wanna go watch entertainment 100% le
tata
cya
=)

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Friday, December 22, 2006

RetUrN of da PriNcEsS

i'm back!

finally
and i'm so tired

took a few pictures there and will upload them as soon as i get them into my lappie
of course
i'll blog bout my adventure there too
together with da photos

and when i say adventure
i mean it
it's a totally new learning experience
da prince and i should save up for da next trip soon
and learn more things

things that they would not teach you in school
and you'll never learn from da textbooks
once again
i've grown
to be a more mature gal

more
doesn't mean totally
just in case you find me da same

haha

ohyahx
and to hy:
"don't be sad... you can always retake da test.. and pray that your next examiner aren't eating too much salt"
haa
she'll understand

=P

it's nice to be back home

oh
and to my parents: (i know they wouldn't know bout this blog thingy.. but i'll like to express my unhappiness)
"please stop forcing me.. if pursuing a degree is for my OWN GOOD and my future... why do you guys keep pushing me and wanting me to go... despite my objection? that's not right.. i should decide my own future... why is it that not going to uni is a waste? isn't going to uni an equal waste of time and youth? studying is not hard or xin ku like what you guys have said... it's only da part where we have to go to school... so don't feel wasted that i'm not going... and i haven't even decide yet... stop pushing me... haix"

maybe i should just apply for a place in uni and work during da holidays
and see which kind of life i prefer
but by doing so
i would deprive of those who really wish to go in but could barely make it
by not applying
maybe that person would be fortunate to get in
but if i apply
he/she would lose his/her chance
then i would be guilty

i know i sound mean
but if you think of it carefully
it's da truth
it's fact
and you can't change that

~princess still in a dilemma~
=(

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

PriNcEsS's ExCitEmEnt

i'm in da airport now~!~!~!~!~!
so excited
i can't help but smile to myself so many times
even prince amo say i'm crazy

well i am!
crazily happy and excited

this is da first time both of us take a plane together
it would be a memorable trip
definitely

i still have some time to spare
so i'm here to tell you all how happy i am
just to boast for a while

haha

and da last project is finally over!
i bet no one would be as happy as me
=)

hope to see you guys soon
i would bring gifts back
(if my money allows me to)
haha

i have to go now
ber bye~
=P

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PrinCeSs dileMmA

Just when i've decided not to enter university...
I've received this letter from NTU...
Felt so tempted to accept their invitation...
But i declined in da end...

And i finally gather enough courage to break this news to my mum...
But she's strongly against it...
She got so high expectations of me...
I'm sandwiched...
Confused...
In a dilemma...
HaiX...
What will my future be like?

anyway
enough of my whining
here's some good news....... to me
i'm flying off in 3h time!
how cool is that
haha

fortunately i have a doting bf who insist on going on a holiday this year
cos i went to China at least.. but he hadn't had a break
so airfare and accomodation is all on him

all i have to do is just bring some shopping money
this is my first time backpacking
everything is budget till cannot budget le

haha
and i'm meeting melly tml
eh?
yes
tml!
in thailand

she's going to bring us to da very famous sunday market
her father's going too
but he's gonna be on his own

thailand
here i come!

to all whom i care: "i'll TRY and bring something back for all of you oki? provided i still have some money left"

wahaha

and back to da objective of my post
i'm still in a dilemma
they are pushing me too hard
that i can't breathe

Mood: Elated/Despair

p.s: i'm an extremist!

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

PriNcEsS's nEw hP

yeah~!~!~!~
i finally gotten my new hp!

Sony Ericsson W850i (Precious Black)
kekex
super happy

oh..
i'm not rich btw
it's cheap
heex

99 bucks
cheap ritex?

it's a Singtel promotion
it started on 2nd of Dec and ended on 8th of Dec
but it was completely sold out (completely out of market) on 4th of Dec
when i knew bout da promotion

felt so disappointed
and we even went to da Singtel shop to ask
and they didn't tell us that we could actually reserve it

lucky we managed to realise this
by chance
haa
and so now i have a new phone at a low price
but i have to sign a plan lahx
so my number would change

you could ask me personally
if you're someone i know
you don't even have to ask
cos i would msg you
haha

i'm happy

plus i'm flying off this saturday!

project is more or less done
so that's good

ohyahx
i received a very very very very very shocking news today
but i won't look at her differently

respect
is da least i could do

=p

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

GuiltY PriNcEsS

remember i told you guys that my health is deteriorating
haix
and da bad thing bout this is
it makes my temper real bad
i'm speaking more bluntly than ever
cos i'm constantly in pain
so it' s very hard for me to put up a smiley face
as a result
my friends have to suffer
very very sorry
but i'm controlling as much as i can

oh and to ak
very sorry if what i told you is incorrect
'cos we didn't thought bout that yet
as i told you my sections are opposite
so initially there's no need for me to consider the relationship between orion and paramount
if i read le then i confirm with you again oki?
and thanks for telling me what you know

but i still want my meal
haha

let us all jia you for our projects
and i promise myself
this time
we won't be doing it last minute anymore
kekex

(" ,)

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